yeah..at last only one paper left...
huhuh wat a celebration i had after dcn...
GTO the whole nite...my umet i guess she plays uno..
but the pressure is gone..
ok i know OS is still in my list..yeah it is on 1st JUNE!!!!
but at least os i have a clue on it...
and i have 5days b4 that paper...heheheh...
last nite, i really hav a good nite sleep...
me and my umet just have dis little chat b4 we when to sleep...
"dah lamer xtdo ngn slimut"
"dah lamer x tdo ngn tenang"
"dah lamer xtdo xtutup lampu"
"dah lamer kiter xbgn lmbt dgn bangun tanpa rase b'slh"
"dah lamer xtdo tanpa ader buku atas katil"
"dah lamer x lead our normal life"
alot we hav never done since the exm started...
our desk is full of papers+notes+books+past years..
fuhh mcm ner la xpressure kn...
2weeks straight not including study week..
our life is horrible+unbelievable for 2 weeks...
now i want to continue my muvi-thon...
download many muvi+series just want to spend time with my lappy..
and had a great weekend..life just full of fun+hapiness again..
next week goin to penang for a wedding...
well balik nih kenduri marathon laks ler...
skool holiday starts, and there will be many marriage ppl later...
hish..scared to think of me having a husband+family+kids..
maybe great, maybe not..just have to wait dat time and just go on wit it..
i think dats what an adult do..dem i am no longer a teen...HAHAHAHHA
ok back to my movies...
OH!! fana+izza have a great convo..now u r undergrad...yeah~~
(hope i can be there but just dis 1 paper make me stay in utp..huhuh)
Saturday, 27 May 2006
Wednesday, 24 May 2006
get a grip
these days i feel really lonely and down..
i dont know what happen to me..
just need to get a grip of myself..
most probably my mom hadn't call me for few days..
yeah i know, she having her great time eva in china...
but mama ur daughter here needs u...
really need u cz u just lift me by ur words...
i know i'm not too close to her....
not like my sis, she can tell everything to my mom without having any arguments...
for me lets keep it all to myself cz i just sometime...hurmm we hav differents thoughts...
last time, i haven't speak to her 4 a week...
it is horrible but i do hav my ego and she to sometimes being too hard on me...
but dont get me wrong..i LOVE her VERY MUCH!!!
with dis pressure building up in me...
i just sometimes cry alone in the room..
dont like ppl to see me crying....
just dat is sooo not me....
sometimes i just pretend to be ok but...ppl do not wut i'm thinking inside...
i just need to go back home...
having my family and friends back....
why my paper must finished the 1st june??
why oh why
if not i can join my friends to fana's convo...
i'm jelouse with them cz they can hangout together eventhough differents uni..
why me left alone in perak...i know i meet new ppl..
but sometimes i do need my old fren back..
now i can see the important of nadiah in my life...
almost 10years being her, now i feel lost without her...
argue with her make me close to her...she really know me..
from a little girl to a 20 year old me...
many ppl said that life is not so good all the time..
we do have ups and downs...
just need to be patient and strong living in it...
so i need the courage to stay strong eva...
i think i'm going weak each day..
but think dat i only need a week to keep strong
dat's make me even stronger....
hahaha :D really dont know whut i talking about but dis is how i felt rite now..
i'm cracking down but still must be sane to takes my exam...
dis fri is the toughest paper 4 dis sem..hope i did well 4 it..
ok need to continue stadi....more info need to be put in my brain...
ohh 1 thing...lately all my post is a very long post...
dont bother if u dont read any of dis...not too important also...
i dont know what happen to me..
just need to get a grip of myself..
most probably my mom hadn't call me for few days..
yeah i know, she having her great time eva in china...
but mama ur daughter here needs u...
really need u cz u just lift me by ur words...
i know i'm not too close to her....
not like my sis, she can tell everything to my mom without having any arguments...
for me lets keep it all to myself cz i just sometime...hurmm we hav differents thoughts...
last time, i haven't speak to her 4 a week...
it is horrible but i do hav my ego and she to sometimes being too hard on me...
but dont get me wrong..i LOVE her VERY MUCH!!!
with dis pressure building up in me...
i just sometimes cry alone in the room..
dont like ppl to see me crying....
just dat is sooo not me....
sometimes i just pretend to be ok but...ppl do not wut i'm thinking inside...
i just need to go back home...
having my family and friends back....
why my paper must finished the 1st june??
why oh why
if not i can join my friends to fana's convo...
i'm jelouse with them cz they can hangout together eventhough differents uni..
why me left alone in perak...i know i meet new ppl..
but sometimes i do need my old fren back..
now i can see the important of nadiah in my life...
almost 10years being her, now i feel lost without her...
argue with her make me close to her...she really know me..
from a little girl to a 20 year old me...
many ppl said that life is not so good all the time..
we do have ups and downs...
just need to be patient and strong living in it...
so i need the courage to stay strong eva...
i think i'm going weak each day..
but think dat i only need a week to keep strong
dat's make me even stronger....
hahaha :D really dont know whut i talking about but dis is how i felt rite now..
i'm cracking down but still must be sane to takes my exam...
dis fri is the toughest paper 4 dis sem..hope i did well 4 it..
ok need to continue stadi....more info need to be put in my brain...
ohh 1 thing...lately all my post is a very long post...
dont bother if u dont read any of dis...not too important also...
Wednesday, 10 May 2006
BIRTHDAY shout of MAY!!!
family(green),ttdians(blue),kosmet(orange),mrsm(pink),utpians(grey)
1st-FARIZ (23)
2nd-
3rd-ZEETY(20)
4th-
5th-KAK ANA(24)
6th-
7th-RAIHAN(10),CHE ARAH(20)
8th-
9th-
10th-
11th-HUSNA CHEM(20)
12th-NAE(48)
13th-ME(20),HAKIM(20)
14th-AIZAT(20)
15th-FANA(20),FIZI(24)
16th-NADIAH(20)
17th-NED(20),ARIFF(20),AFFNAN(20)
18th-MOKSHA(20)
19th-LALA(21),LIZA(20),WANI(20)
20th-DORM-ME(20),ZAFIRAH(20)
21st-
22nd-ZAC(20),SHIELA(20)
23rd-HAFIZ IS(19)
24th-FAWWAZ(20)
25th-ZATA(20)
26th-NAIM(20)
27th-IJAI(21),KUZEK(20)
28th-ANUM(20)
29th-HANI(13),SHIMA(20)
30th-
31st-SUE(20)
for those who are not mention, sorry...but just tell me cz i can edit it later..just sometimes i forget to include ur name..sometimes it slips my mind too..sowi 4 everything...and happy birthday to all...especially for myself..heheheh
1st-FARIZ (23)
2nd-
3rd-ZEETY(20)
4th-
5th-KAK ANA(24)
6th-
7th-RAIHAN(10),CHE ARAH(20)
8th-
9th-
10th-
11th-HUSNA CHEM(20)
12th-NAE(48)
13th-ME(20),HAKIM(20)
14th-AIZAT(20)
15th-FANA(20),FIZI(24)
16th-NADIAH(20)
17th-NED(20),ARIFF(20),AFFNAN(20)
18th-MOKSHA(20)
19th-LALA(21),LIZA(20),WANI(20)
20th-DORM-ME(20),ZAFIRAH(20)
21st-
22nd-ZAC(20),SHIELA(20)
23rd-HAFIZ IS(19)
24th-FAWWAZ(20)
25th-ZATA(20)
26th-NAIM(20)
27th-IJAI(21),KUZEK(20)
28th-ANUM(20)
29th-HANI(13),SHIMA(20)
30th-
31st-SUE(20)
for those who are not mention, sorry...but just tell me cz i can edit it later..just sometimes i forget to include ur name..sometimes it slips my mind too..sowi 4 everything...and happy birthday to all...especially for myself..heheheh
Tuesday, 9 May 2006
wut a weekend..fuf!!
after struggling wit all my pojeks+tests..at last i get to go back home b4 the finals..dis sem i guess the crazies sem eva..really mean it cz even the last days of the lecture week..i still got presentation and tests..to be precise 3 PRESENATION and 1 TEST..hahaha and 2days of sleepless nite..me+ned+raje gelak pepg buta just to make us forget about our beds..huhuh and dat friday evening..my room is dark as if it was nite bcz me+raje sleep without anything can stop us..hahaha really we just eat only after the presentation then straight on our own bed..at 1 o'clock, i woke up and i really forcing myself not to sleep bcz bali want to go back after subuh..i know if i sleep, i wont wake up at that time..it's juz so tiring..huhuhu but after 5am,i just couldn't help it..i sleep wit the hp..huhuh lucky me, i realize bali's msg..huhuh and i had asked zac 2 sit in front bcz i wanna 2 sleep at back..from utp until tapah R&R, i'm sleep like a dead person..
back in kl..bali drop us at duta bas station..i took a taxi back home..my mom was shock bcz she's expecting me to be back at 2..later i asked nadiah to go to PWTC but she's juz came back from UM..hurm i just hang around the house and i sleep again[mostly i just sleep in da hse =)]..huhuh dat evening my dad learn how to bake and bakes some breads for us..we end up at uncle syed's house bcz papa said uncle syed(his befren) buhsan duk kt umh..and he and his besfren plan to hav a bbq every weekend just to kill their time together..for their wives(which include mama) agreed bcz papa will not play any golf and yet spending the time with the family too..hahaha
on sunday OU wit nadiah..gossiping and having a good time wit her..yela lame gler xjumpe one of my beshfren..heheh like i know her for ages..to be exact is almost 12years..huhuhu..and just walking around OU like a mad person..hahahah evening when to chik's house bcz raihan besday..happy besday raihan..u are 10 dis year..huhuhu along way to go..dat nite spend my times wit hanna and hannis..watch some muvies and gaduh2..hahah
monday came at last..huhu i just dont wanna go back to perak..when back to perak wit kak ana..hurmm mama send to the lrt and from there, not under parental guidances no more..heheh naughty2 me..at pudu, me+kak ana decided to take the bas at 7pm...like we when to klcc while waiting for the bas...kak ana bought handbag+sandles+wallet..me??just burger kings and some stuff from guardian and it only cost less then rm30..huhu kak ana did blanje me coffee beans..yurp 4 our besday treat..hehe idop taurus..hehehe then we nearly miss our bas..
in da bus, something stupid happen..not me, but to kak ana...well i promise not to talk about dis..but 4 da clue, no one will not do this thing to themselves..exclude kak ana, because she HAVE done this thing in her life..hahah...totally a top secret..heheh but i couldn't believe i'm witness it..hahahahah wut an adventure..heheh..later dat nite i meet my rumet...sowi met i could b wit u the weekend but i think u hav a great day per wit magh...thanked god..hahah update some news with her..well, we are acting like 2 girls with a lot of gossips to talk about..hahahah...
dat is basically wut i been doing all weekend...and today i haven't start studying..cammon hazirah..exm is less that a week..huhuhu today just update myself wit ANTM and a few muvi..juz to make my life more intereting..yeah rite hazirah...heheh..well need to organized back my life properly..hahah..where is my diary anyway..hurmm do i own a diary??NOT...hahah..chiow u guys
back in kl..bali drop us at duta bas station..i took a taxi back home..my mom was shock bcz she's expecting me to be back at 2..later i asked nadiah to go to PWTC but she's juz came back from UM..hurm i just hang around the house and i sleep again[mostly i just sleep in da hse =)]..huhuh dat evening my dad learn how to bake and bakes some breads for us..we end up at uncle syed's house bcz papa said uncle syed(his befren) buhsan duk kt umh..and he and his besfren plan to hav a bbq every weekend just to kill their time together..for their wives(which include mama) agreed bcz papa will not play any golf and yet spending the time with the family too..hahaha
on sunday OU wit nadiah..gossiping and having a good time wit her..yela lame gler xjumpe one of my beshfren..heheh like i know her for ages..to be exact is almost 12years..huhuhu..and just walking around OU like a mad person..hahahah evening when to chik's house bcz raihan besday..happy besday raihan..u are 10 dis year..huhuhu along way to go..dat nite spend my times wit hanna and hannis..watch some muvies and gaduh2..hahah
monday came at last..huhu i just dont wanna go back to perak..when back to perak wit kak ana..hurmm mama send to the lrt and from there, not under parental guidances no more..heheh naughty2 me..at pudu, me+kak ana decided to take the bas at 7pm...like we when to klcc while waiting for the bas...kak ana bought handbag+sandles+wallet..me??just burger kings and some stuff from guardian and it only cost less then rm30..huhu kak ana did blanje me coffee beans..yurp 4 our besday treat..hehe idop taurus..hehehe then we nearly miss our bas..
in da bus, something stupid happen..not me, but to kak ana...well i promise not to talk about dis..but 4 da clue, no one will not do this thing to themselves..exclude kak ana, because she HAVE done this thing in her life..hahah...totally a top secret..heheh but i couldn't believe i'm witness it..hahahahah wut an adventure..heheh..later dat nite i meet my rumet...sowi met i could b wit u the weekend but i think u hav a great day per wit magh...thanked god..hahah update some news with her..well, we are acting like 2 girls with a lot of gossips to talk about..hahahah...
dat is basically wut i been doing all weekend...and today i haven't start studying..cammon hazirah..exm is less that a week..huhuhu today just update myself wit ANTM and a few muvi..juz to make my life more intereting..yeah rite hazirah...heheh..well need to organized back my life properly..hahah..where is my diary anyway..hurmm do i own a diary??NOT...hahah..chiow u guys
