Thank you

i love this song from super juniors
yes i still in love with them =P




the english translation:
Thank You translation by: Cho (also credit: aheeyah.com)

For being my strength
When I was weary
And for always being by my side
I finally say this now
Thank you
And because of you
I'm happy
This is for you

Before my tears cry
They had to spill that day
You held my hand in the dark
Without a word, you watched over me
Thank you

You must have had a harder time than I did
You must have worried more than I did
Because of you I was able to stand
It's a thankful heart

There was so much you wanted to give me
You struggled with the fact that you couldn't
Trust me, grab my hand
If with you
I feel like anything can be done, forever

Before my tears cry
They had to spill that day
You held my hand in the dark
Without a word, you watched over me
I won't have a hard time anymore

Even if times get rough, I have you
Without having to say a word
There's someone like you who already knows it all
I'm happy

the korea lyrics:
Himdeulgo jichyuhidduhn naege himi dwejwosuh
Geurigo hangsang naeyuhpe issuhjwosuh
Ijeya marhaneyo gomapdago
Geurigo geudaega issuhsuh haengbokhadago This is for you

Nunmuri da mareugi juhne ddo heullyuhya haessuhdduhn geu nare
Uhdoom sogesuh nae soneul jabajwuhsuh
Amu maruhbshi jikyuh bwajwuhsuh gomawuhyo

Naboda duh himdeuruhsseultende naboda duh guhkjuhng haesseultende
Geudaega issuh iruhsuhl soo issuhggo neul gomawoon maeumdeul ppoonijyo

Na jugo shipeun guhn nuhmuna manhi inneunde
Hal soo uhbneun hyuhnshire himdeuruhjjyo

Nareul miduhyo soneul jabayo geudaewa hamkkemyuhn
Geu uhdduhn ildeuldo
Hal soo isseul guht gata youngwonhi

Nunmuri da mareugi juhne heullyuhya haessuhdduhn geu nare
Uhdoom sogesuh nae soneul jabajwuhsuh
Amu maruhbshi jikyuh bwajwuhsuh

Duh isang himdeulji anheul guhyeyo himdeuruhdo geudaega ijjanha
Marhaji anhado modeunguht al soo inneun
Geudaeraneun sarami issuh nan haengbokhaeyo

The Shock of My Life Today

yeah as the title says
i had my life time shock (just 1 of it la)
my old friend(since mrsm) told me some news
which i hardly believe it because of the time period
man, she should told me earlier

i always think i would experience this feeling
during the month of march
but i think too soon
i got the shock of my life sooner
i'm overwhelm with the news and wishing lucks
i'm happy with the news and yet shock

what the news is about?
the next post(i guess next week i'll post about it)
i will tell u guys about it
i could help myself in sharing this news to some other of my friends

I AM HAPPY! I AM SHOCK!
I HAD A WONDERFUL FRIENDS!

Butterfinger ops Hujan at IB

last saturday, we(raje+me)had a great time together
we went to watched "butterfinger akustik di IB"
but actually raje wanted to watched huJan

she has become someone that i hardly recognize
hahahahah
that night, unofficially she became noh's stalker
and i meant S-T-A-L-K-E-R

we arrived at IB 6.15pm
collect our tix and chill out at the park
watched the people who dance(practice i guess)
and laugh to the things that amuse our heart

we get in the queue at 7.50pm
we are lucky(nothing to do with luck actually)
we just make a wise decision
we decided to hang around the front stairs instead

the show starts with huJan
raje trying so hard not to scream
cz most of the people are butterfinger fans not hujan
did i mention that our seats are superb
man we seat 3rd row and had enjoy ourselves
we sang (hujan songs only) out loud (do we met)

i dont have a clue on the butterfinger songs
but i love the music arrangements
i do love music
i do love live music
i do love to do things with the people i care

i remembered we laugh like nuts
when the songs required a background music
which it sounded like a group of frogs
just like the fairy tales.
where the frogs in the pond sing out loud
it sounded just like that
i couldn't control myself,i laugh till i teared
and the "terhidu,terhidu,terhidu" that's hilarious

later, photo session with hujan
raje with the vid-cam
and noh give some victory-dance
and raje drooling all over the place
had a few mins talking to him
i guess he is just a normal person
funny, friendly and fun


i guess that's it
i guess is a long-detail post
just for ponder


that is the horoscope from seventeen
hanna and i laugh when we read my horoscope
somehow it connects someway
what do u think?

What did i missed?

1. i miss doing laundry with my rumet. met u igt x(zaman blom jadi rumet),we did our laundry at old v5 and had ice cream while waiting for it.then lepak2 kat tepi tasik buatan manusia.

2. makan nasi lemak kak shida rmai2 dlm bilik twin/zac. gelak2 sepuluh orang dalam black-out.

3. lepak kat "bilik rasmi" aka tv room malam2 watching "queer eye for a straight guy" or anything that the tv showed.

4. tgk ju-on. priceless! rmai2 jerit2 and ade org tuh takut tdo kat katil die cz dekat ngan siling.hehehe.

5. usha2 orang kate cafe ngan ned.

6. ade this sem, me and others suke usha orang kapel. slalu buat dialog sendiri. ade one time, the gf tuh xmo makan,and the me with them (mereka2 tuhla),buat dialog.
"u la, i xmo makan kat v3, i nk mkn kat v4".zac kamu igt x nih.

7. oh. adegan pitam dalam toilet. zac & aliah g klinik ambek ubat. ned teman cz me nk muntah. raje dtg lari2 anak, tanye kat me what is my IC num. and surprisingly i boleh igt in that desperate time.

8. the birthday surprises. tepung&telur, air sabun, air yg dicampur2 ngan apetah. birthday cake and soft toy (penguin).

9. 1st time turun ipoh ngan kete kancil zac. g beli bali nyer cake kat secret recipe ipoh. on the way, beli buah bali as birthday present.

10. the karaoke sessions(many things happened).the joget2 lagu rossa and latest(discovered mase grad)mulan jamilah.

11. sambut birthday lin&ieyza kat teluk batik.then g mkn2 kat kdai mkn kt lumut. ikan 3 rase yg sedap.

12. ponteng klaz math sebab nk tgk final malaysia idol (jac menang).

13. maen basketball malam and cam-whore with raje+zac+ain.

14. maen squash like a crazy person with raje. pukul merata2.hahaahahah.

15. movie-marathon with them. non-stop.paling banyak dlm record 4 kot.

16. downloading movies+series. makan lunch+dinner while watching CSI.interesting.

17. watch akedemi fantasia with them. jalan dr v2 ke old v5.sanggup.

18. BBQ sessions & raya celebrations with the mekarians.

19. last sem, maen bowling(almost every week, mase last) and thanks to kapes ajar maen kad.haha tok guru yg penyabar. itu pon provoke mase diorg maen.hahaha.

20. sesi photography yg menarik with rakan2.

21. mase intern,g tdo dalam sleeping room. istenk standby utk report kalu ade org cari. and every event ade makan2. me+zac+raje+mizah tanpa segan silu makan (siap tapau lagik) =D

22. sesi kedai mamak kat dapur sendiri. rmai org tanye how can i talk to the same people 24/7 everyday. yela, mereka ialah kosmet saye, mereka ialah hosmet saye and mereka ialah kawan saye. kami borak berjam2 di dapur sendiri sambil makan2. roti bakar pon jadi. xde roti? minum air pon jalan.kehkehkeh.

23. sesi tangkap gmbr with mizah kat library. mizah i am okay right as a tour guide.penat melayan kamu mase tuh but i really had fun. banyak btol gambar w/pon xsampai 2 jam pusing2 kat academic block.hahah.

24. 1st time drive manual after dpt lesen. hantar ain g medan gopeng (kul 6.30pm). then balik with raje(together).depan KFC xreti nk reverse kete. and bangga kete xmati enjin until....mati enjin depan pakgad.hahahah.

25. during convofair, lepak kat ayamas lame gler. borak2 bende yg same.man i could get bored with my friends. pas ayamas stall sambung kat cafe or kat dapur. hehehe.

26. tgk citer shutter at zac's room. the ten of us and we scream like nobody business.the funny thing is that we need to replay some part of the movie because ieyza covered raje face with a pillow. and yet we scream again eventho we know what will happened.

27. my f1st time to alamanda from SITI took me and raje nearly 50 mins which later we found out it only takes less than 15 mins. we stick to our principle "straight is better than turning". the signboard in putrajaya, didnt do much help.

and the list go on and on and on. actually banyak lagik but xigt ler. but i know those memories are stuck in my mind for ever.hehehe.

(will update the list, if somethings trigger from my memory/with the help of them)

Swimming! Laughing! Chilling!

yeah after one and a half year
i finally went for a swim
it's just a wonderful feeling
i love swimming
really do
don't believe, just ask people around me

it started with my aunt
"what will u'll be doing this weekend?"
i said "i think i will go for a swim."
then suddenly, i got a message from my room mate
she asking me whether i would like to join her for a swim
and my answer is TOTAL YES

so, saturday came
message raje, but she didn't reply
so i was thinking the plan has been canceled.
went breakfast with the family and got a message from raje
a message where it makes my day

drove all the way to bangi to pick up her
and i just drove like a zombi
go straight cz that is the best solutions
at the cheras exit, we decided to dived to other place because
1. it is jammed in cheras
2. the pool is closed at 12pm and be open at 2pm, and the clock shows 11.30am

the journey are:
BU->Bangi->Cheras->Sunway->Bkt Jalil->Bangi->BU

yes, as u can see,
we end up swimming at bkt jalil
at first, we wanted to go sunway lagoon instead
BUT both of us dont have enough money
just enough to go public pool only
hahahahhahahaha

we laugh in the pool
and for me
in swimming pool, that is the only place where i could bullied raje
yeah i am short(+cute), but in water,
i am able to swim at the deep area
raje is too chicken to swim(eventho she knows how to swim)
and teach her freestyle
i laugh hard when she did the water angel
man that is priceless

i had a good time with her
i learn something
i could not message/emailed/chatting/talking to the phone with her
i used to talk to her face-2-face
so talking with seeing her, is something hard
not seeing her face or some expression make it less fun
raje is full of expression and she is funny
i always had fun eventho she bullied me all the time

we are two people who just follow the heart
hahaha i think if there is someone else with us last sat,
they will be mad+frustrated+tired
because we changed our mind instantly
we dont have proper plan
but that always happened
like during internship, i always watch movies with her without plan
it is just spontaneously and suddenly
HONESTLY!

anyhow, that is enough
i guess the post is contribute to raje(my rumet+kosmet+bully =D)
hahah not intentionally, just a co-incident

Pampering Myself + New Experiance

last night after work,
i had mani & pedi for myself
this is my 2nd time doing manicure
but FIRST time to do pedicure

i just feel excited during this process
my fingers being handle by them
gentle and soft
but for the leg, it just felt weird
i much more prefer going for a foot massage

and another thing
i bought a book
not the ordinary book that i always buy
it is a recipe book
for those who dont believe it
believe it
but not just any recipe book
it is a book for chocolate lover like me

Chocolate Box : Indulge in the Finest Chocolate Recipes for Serious Chocolate Lovers
Chocolate lovers didn't need a team of scientific researchers to prove that chocolate has a feel good factor because they have known, from the first bite of a melt-in-the-mouth chocolate trote to the last lingering lick of a chocolate ice cream, that it always makes them feel marvelous.

i had the weirdess dream ever
i never get that kind of dream before
why is it weird?
cz i felt happy about the dream
i just qish it could happen
but it is just not right if it happened
complicated?yeah hell yeah
but eventho it is just a stupid dream
i keep thinking about the posibilities
hahahahahahah

and this morning.
not an observe-person
i couldn't notice there are money people across the road
i just cross the road, ignoring the surrounding
until i heard
"kat sane ade org gantung diri"
i looked across and there was a police car and a few reporters
i did n't notice the crowd if that person didnt announce it out loud
silly me, ignoring people around
lucky me, i didnt look inside the building
i could be terrified if i saw the corpse
it took 1hour or more for the police to close that area

it was something like CSI but CSI is way more effecient
i mean i guess i get hooked up with CSI
so i'm thinking the-CSI-freak would think
it took more than 2 hours to bring the corpse down
(it happened in an abandon building across the road
and it is at the 1st floor of that building)

ok off i go
i felt hungry
lunch time peeps.
will continue if i had something in mind

Them

yes, them!
i missed them so much and the day did came
i meet back with my so-call-MRSM-friend
it has been so long since i meet each of them
and finally i got the chance

it started with a message from hani
i was excited to meet her
but so nervous to actually meeting her cz it has been 2 years
2 damn long years since i meet her in flash
my heart pumping heartly(like wadehel)
seriously i had a hard time to talk to her through phone
how can i meet her face-to-face

and nisa'
since i finished my studies
i never meet her bcz time clashes
she's very busy with her study
i guess she will be very workaholic in later days =P


and intan, man when is the last time i met her
i guess early 2008.
a year ago, and she doesnot change a bit
she still the same, we laugh all the way

at 1st, me, naj & nadiah planned to go KLCC by lrt
after pick up nadiah, the plan had changed
we decided to drive all the way to KLCC
this is my first time to drive in KL after a few years
(well, i have no absolute reasons to drive in KL)
most of us arrived at a same time
we hugged, laughed, speechless towards each other
and than decided to had an early dinner

we choose Mdm Kwan because it served Malaysia delicacies
intan & hani wanted to eat those malaysian's food
is nice to talk and eat with them
it has been a long time since we had that much of fun
everone update theirselves with latest news
dayah called and talked to everyone
she couldn't come cz she is back in shah alam
what a pity
it would be wonderful if we could gather all together

hanis,omash,dayah,awi,tiha was not there
quite sad cz we started to be close to each other during MRSM days
it has been 7 years ago we met each other(minus naj+nadiah btw)
now, everyone is still the same or more matured
but i love them so much because i dont know why

later there will me another meet up
so zac, when u come down to KL
we could meet up with them

p/s: intan is starting her PHD soon. so we had 3 years to plan to go Adelaide. intan wait up. insyaallah i try to make it on time to meet you there.hehe. hani kiter g together tau.

Happy New Year

how do you celebrate ur new year?
me?before new year eve,
i'm stuck at the office doing some report drafting
go back nearly at 8pm and had dinner at home
wash up and clean the cat
headed to KL nearly 10pm

mom and hana keep calling
asking when will we arriving at home
nearly at dmsr exit, hana told me that nae at the house
they are planning to go to curve for the countdown
arrive at 11.05pm, and straight walk to the curve
the distance is not far
in fact, many people park their car around my house
just to celebrate at the curve/OU

at the curve, they are about to start the countdown
we are at the Ikea when the countdown start
the fireworks is spectacular
right after that, we start our journey home.
as expected, the road was filled with cars
people screaming "Happy New Year" everywhere

arrived home, we eat some supper and bath
each of us smell of smoke and who knows what
by the way, in the evening, we have tea at my aunt's hse

there are bihun,pudding,agar-agar,fruits,cucur jagung etc etc etc
we had fun and we watched the wedding ceremony recently
everyone is laughing
especially when the bride trying to be romantic
kak lah & abg fit very embarrass but they try to keep it cool
by the way, abg fit is getting chubbier.
i guess the food is GOOD now.
hahahahahahaa