No Worries

i guess last night i was in a huge emotions
for lack of reasons, i bust out loud how i felt
thanks for being concern
i think i will be all right

i just need to step up with these games
(auditing and human behaviour)
i never thought that working in small environment
can brutally abused your mental
i guess i'm not quite prepare for that

but i guess i will have a fall back plan
those plans includes holiday trip, meeting friends
and also pampering myself
i guess having a cossy dinner by myself sound great now
i have to do what i have to do right now

living in boarding school doesn't help much in this life process
being around people 24/7 do make me comfortable with people
living alone it just makes me feel lonely but i have to coop with it
right now, i MUST make myself comfortable with my own self
now is the-me-time, i have to try my best

yeah strive for the best
u need to make yourself happier each day
i guess i'm ON with the friends-searching-online
sounds pathetic, not as pathetic as my life now
HAHA

Am I Living That Far?

that is the question.i just found out some info regarding on my friends

a. one of them have a new car (for several weeks already)

b. one of them is single (i dont know for how long already)

c. one of them is getting a car (i know about this a few weeks ago)

d. one of them is getting married (i heard sometimes ago)

e. one of them is going holiday trips.

f. one of them is finishing is her degree just a few weeks more

g. one of them is in taiping right now.

i think my list could be longer if i know each and everyone updates. i guess i'm the one who is not updated with the "real" world. i the person who is not connected with everyone. but i guess living in seremban make me feels far from everyone. i've used to talk to them or see them everyday. i guess i'm in my OWN world now.

my life is not as important, fun as before. everything is related to work. i could feel the joyness or freedom anymore. and it just wouldn't feel right. the one thing i love the most is watching movies. but now, all i could say that every movie in my list, i hardly see it or just no time for me to enjoy myself.

i which to have that life of mine again.but i know life is always forward not backwards. i have to deal with this life the soonest. not to worry everyone. everything is under control. (i hope so)

Hot Air Balloon Fiesta

//warning:this post has too many pictures.

last saturday went to putrajaya with hamizah(twin ciplak)
but before that
i went to work(extra work.)then to mfi to pick her up
i bought a few scarf and pins
cute pins(i'm addicted)

at putrajaya
me and mizah just like a small kids
we are amazed with the balloons
but unlucky for us because both our camera was almost out of battery
but we tried our best to take pics the maximum as we can
here are the pics
enjoyed~~

I Wish I Could Save It

after work just now
there is a wild bird injured at my office stair case
i felt pity, so me and my aunt
try to find a vet which opened at 7.30pm
most of the vet here closed at 7.00pm

we drove to, i dont know where
and lucky us, the vet is still not closed
the vet said that he will put the bird to sleep
because the cut is too deep
and he thinks that the bird could not survive long
too stop the birds suffering, we said to him
"do what's best for it"

this is my first time
being in this situation
u know i'm not an animal lover
but i felt pity for it

p/s: about magh's wedding, i will blog it later. it will be a long post with pictures.but i still dont have the time YET!

Here I Come Girlfriends

going off to KL at 2.45pm
be back to have home-cook meals
(i'm bored to eat at the stall all ready)
prepared and bath

8.00pm meet girlfriends at KL Sentral
and KB here we come
i hope there will be a lot of photo session
i miss them so much
again COMFORT zone!

PD Trip

yes the whole day today i spend in PD
follow my aunty to meet a client
and view PD from prospective of a property agent
i learn a few of property in PD
ghost building, ghost hse, etc etc
we even went into "ulu-ulu" PD
we did some survey on the rate of hotels and apartments

for me, i would definitely spend time at Regency
or maybe i will ask her about the best place to stay
or i might end up with discount
ok guys that's the update for this week

going back to KL tomorrow
have some events with the family
and i need to pack things up to go KB
it wont be enough time on thursday tho
will be leaving seremban at 3.00pm
and the train is at 8.30pm
i guess it will be a tiring journey.
seremban-kl-kb
man along way to go
12 hours, can we survive

i guess i can
with a good companinion
and i know i have plenty of them then
could wait to meet up my girlfriends
the good old days again
to think about it, its COMFORTING!

Ungu aka Purple

yes for the people who knows me
they knew that i'm in love with UNGU
not only with the purple color
but also with the band Ungu from indonesia

yes u could ask my ex-rumet
she even sick to hear "kekasih gelapmu" in the room
yurp back then, my ring-tones is that song
each time people called me
she will be shouting to the bathroom/other rooms
"met!!your phone is ringing!!"

what a memory
to think back we are the people who is tolerate with each other
she will let me listen to my songs sometimes
and i will let her listen hers
usually while doing our laundry
she influence me with Muse,Good Charlotte etc etc
all the laundry time, was priceless

back to the topic
i love Ungu
and each time i heard their song, something struck me
it just so happened that their song give some meaning to me and my friends

one conversation with ned at JJ Ipoh
location: JJ toilet (near cinema)
purpose: watched movie (xigt citer ape)
while singing "cinta dalam hati"

ned: hazirah lagu tuh seyes mcm ade kene mengena ngan kiter kn.
me: yeah la. aku tau ko sure meaning "ku igin kau tau, diri ku disini menanti dirimu.meski ko tunggu hingga hujung waktu ku."
ned: yurp. yurp. seyes dowh aku rase lagu tuh ade meaning. hahah die pon xnotice aku per.
me: hahah ala ned, jgn la mcm tuh. name pon secret admirer kn. so simpan dalam hati jela.

tuptup kawan magh pon kuar from one of the toilet.(alaa xigt la name dier)
tegur-tegur. borak-borak.kluar dr toilet.

ned: wieh selamat kiter xcakap name sesape tadik. kalu x,aaaa xmo pikir.
me: (laughing)btol2.xsangke la ade die dlm toilet. kiter ckp "die" "die" je kan tadik.
ned: yurp xpe kalu "die" okay la tuh.

yes that is my memory with my friends
most of it involve with the background songs from UNGU
hahah i guess that is the type/genre of music i listen

raje always said that i only listen to songs
i hardly knew about the singers
only selected songs for me
but ungu is exceptional
i could hear the whole CDs/albums
i guess i'm just hock up with them