yurp today is my 6th day in Shell, Cyberjaya...
and last week i have got any work to do..
that is bcz no connection for me, raje and istenk...
hahah poor us...all we have done is install all the software that will be needed later..
kind of bored until i got my work yesterday..
is haeven cz at last some work to do..
but rite now al of us need to finish all the testing b4 this friday..
and what the hell i'm writing this for..
hurmm just waiting for my testing completed..
yeah and i rent a room in cyber..
so for me weekdays in cyber, weekends at home..
people this weekend i'm free..
any plans do include me..
first-come-first-serve...
hahahha i'm bored..do please cheer me up peeps..
p/s:my room mate is listening to the music and as usual she is ignoring everybody around her..
hahahah..later i post pictures from our first dinner in Shell
Tuesday, 19 December 2006
Tuesday, 28 November 2006
2nd week
another week have gone..
just 1 paper this week but it is totally a boring subject
network security is just a nightmare..
nothing much happen just the"saki-baki" from the last week event..
who did i mention in the last post??
just forget about her..some may know who she is..
but just forget about her because she is not that important to me..
last saturday my dad came
to bring back all my stuff!! ALL MY STUFF
i have tons of stuff here..
and i must fit in i honda prelude..
i managed to put evrything in it and the car is damn heavy
must drive very slow at every bumper and UTP have alot of it
my dad too tired to drive back home, so drive all the way home
then the next day, i went to XKT reunion
alot of old people..there is 1st, 2nd, 3rd batch
and yurp i'm the youngest batch..
people are going crazy when they read our tag..
SPM2003 that is young for them..
cz mostly they are SPM 82, 83, 84
they did asked what aged are we back then..
and we answered we are not born till 1986..hahahah
i just accompanied nisa' cz she is alone..
farhana+hani came 2 hours late..
there i meet cikgu omai[my add math teacher]+cikgu siti[mak homeroom]+cikgu sharifah[mak homeroom nisa']+cikgu yati[my acc teacher]
and meha cikgu yati is still the same..with the same perfume..hahah
she is right now in MARA HQ..in kl..dier ajak hangout ngan dier..hahahh
here is some photos (xbyk pon cz malas nk ambek gmbr..later bler dpt cd i post it again)
just 1 paper this week but it is totally a boring subject
network security is just a nightmare..
nothing much happen just the"saki-baki" from the last week event..
who did i mention in the last post??
just forget about her..some may know who she is..
but just forget about her because she is not that important to me..
last saturday my dad came
to bring back all my stuff!! ALL MY STUFF
i have tons of stuff here..
and i must fit in i honda prelude..
i managed to put evrything in it and the car is damn heavy
must drive very slow at every bumper and UTP have alot of it
my dad too tired to drive back home, so drive all the way home
then the next day, i went to XKT reunion
alot of old people..there is 1st, 2nd, 3rd batch
and yurp i'm the youngest batch..
people are going crazy when they read our tag..
SPM2003 that is young for them..
cz mostly they are SPM 82, 83, 84
they did asked what aged are we back then..
and we answered we are not born till 1986..hahahah
i just accompanied nisa' cz she is alone..
farhana+hani came 2 hours late..
there i meet cikgu omai[my add math teacher]+cikgu siti[mak homeroom]+cikgu sharifah[mak homeroom nisa']+cikgu yati[my acc teacher]
and meha cikgu yati is still the same..with the same perfume..hahah
she is right now in MARA HQ..in kl..dier ajak hangout ngan dier..hahahh
here is some photos (xbyk pon cz malas nk ambek gmbr..later bler dpt cd i post it again)
Tuesday, 21 November 2006
1st week
yeah had finished 4 papers in 1 week..
and 2 more papers need to struggle..
2 papers in 2 weeks..loooong way to go 8-(
but i'm thinking of going back this weekend but just thinking not doing any decision yet..
CG is f**king hard..HSE lucky me i did read the spotted question
WITECH is just nightmare, remembering all the formulass..
SBE??go to hell with this paper..section B is totally blowing my mind off..
wut next??NS & ITPM..yeah need to study but it can wait..
but something bad happened to my housemate..
she had an accident and is HORRIBLE
and she only called A and B because she only remembered those numbers..
right now i'm going to memorize some of my friends number due to any emergency..
but i guess it wont be HER because i just find out that she didnot save my number
i know we have difficulties to get along but still is just a hp number..
i save all the numbers not by choosing who i liked, who i dont like..
and yet i save all the numbers eventhough it is not important now but maybe important later
that answer my question why she only msg other ppl but not me..KANTOI..hahha
i' not going bitching around about her cz i know we can't be BESTFRIEND or a GOOD FRIEND
if that ever happened, mmg dunia dh terbalik ler..
yurp i know i'm not her favourite friend..but still when a friend is in pain, i help as far as i can help..
why i'm not in a good mood right now??
i just dont know what happened to me..
this time around, people do change due to exams..
and right now i need to study because my paper is just tomorrow afternoon..
wish me luck people..and sorry for those who are offended by my post today..
just is quite hard to hide my true feelings..hahah
and 2 more papers need to struggle..
2 papers in 2 weeks..loooong way to go 8-(
but i'm thinking of going back this weekend but just thinking not doing any decision yet..
CG is f**king hard..HSE lucky me i did read the spotted question
WITECH is just nightmare, remembering all the formulass..
SBE??go to hell with this paper..section B is totally blowing my mind off..
wut next??NS & ITPM..yeah need to study but it can wait..
but something bad happened to my housemate..
she had an accident and is HORRIBLE
and she only called A and B because she only remembered those numbers..
right now i'm going to memorize some of my friends number due to any emergency..
but i guess it wont be HER because i just find out that she didnot save my number
i know we have difficulties to get along but still is just a hp number..
i save all the numbers not by choosing who i liked, who i dont like..
and yet i save all the numbers eventhough it is not important now but maybe important later
that answer my question why she only msg other ppl but not me..KANTOI..hahha
i' not going bitching around about her cz i know we can't be BESTFRIEND or a GOOD FRIEND
if that ever happened, mmg dunia dh terbalik ler..
yurp i know i'm not her favourite friend..but still when a friend is in pain, i help as far as i can help..
why i'm not in a good mood right now??
i just dont know what happened to me..
this time around, people do change due to exams..
and right now i need to study because my paper is just tomorrow afternoon..
wish me luck people..and sorry for those who are offended by my post today..
just is quite hard to hide my true feelings..hahah
Friday, 10 November 2006
exam again!!
burpp excuse me..i know is kinda rude bt just finished my lunch
yurp lunch at 5pm..have submitted all my reports..thank god..
now must concentrate on my studies..it been enjoyable sem 4 me..
the open hse+the convo comittee+buka pose+karoake+etc+etc
yesterday even WAS my hectic day...
in the morning i talk to DAYAH
afternoon INTAN..evening TIHA...late at night HUNNY and MAL..
yeah i been missing all my friend lately..
not that i not have friends in utp but it's not the same..
i know dis ppl since skool time and some of my friend here(utp i mean)
i've been knowing them since high school..
name it -->zac,ned,esha,ieyza,aliah and ad..
but it is still not the same..just because when i'm in the rebelious era[dem i dont think i've spell it correctly..and yeah my rumet will make fun on me]they are not close to me..
wut the heck, they are still very supportive ppl i know and fun to be with...
thats including my rumet aka raje,magh,lin =D
a big thumbs up for all of u!!!!!!!!
forget about the pas and let me tell u about some current issues
my rumet has lost her wallet..PURPLE in color, radioactive brand [plz give back to her]
i just brought the wrong ink for my printer and i have tons of notes need to be printed..
a friend of mine, her laptop soaked due to the rain..other friend cant accept the offer that they dying to get from maxis cz she has signed up with other comp..but some of them a totally in the cloud nine...example AD who has been lucky last night at the neces dinner[she got a lucky draw]
MAL for getting a replied from her dying+ex loved boyfriend...who else??i dont think anyway
but MAL yesterday was really fun commenting comes chatting in ur comment box..ur friend[u know who] was really easy-going and cool..never thought it will end up until 57comments..hahah nice of him to layan the 3 gadis sepi[MAL,ZAC,??]..hahahah anyway i need to get my rest after this whole morning trying to complete all the reports..hahah mal see i managed to finished it today..to night my mission is study+study+study..apart from that flood mal's comment box again..hahahah and MAL i know u luv it when i give comments there cz u're always nagging me to write those comments =D
yurp lunch at 5pm..have submitted all my reports..thank god..
now must concentrate on my studies..it been enjoyable sem 4 me..
the open hse+the convo comittee+buka pose+karoake+etc+etc
yesterday even WAS my hectic day...
in the morning i talk to DAYAH
afternoon INTAN..evening TIHA...late at night HUNNY and MAL..
yeah i been missing all my friend lately..
not that i not have friends in utp but it's not the same..
i know dis ppl since skool time and some of my friend here(utp i mean)
i've been knowing them since high school..
name it -->zac,ned,esha,ieyza,aliah and ad..
but it is still not the same..just because when i'm in the rebelious era[dem i dont think i've spell it correctly..and yeah my rumet will make fun on me]they are not close to me..
wut the heck, they are still very supportive ppl i know and fun to be with...
thats including my rumet aka raje,magh,lin =D
a big thumbs up for all of u!!!!!!!!
forget about the pas and let me tell u about some current issues
my rumet has lost her wallet..PURPLE in color, radioactive brand [plz give back to her]
i just brought the wrong ink for my printer and i have tons of notes need to be printed..
a friend of mine, her laptop soaked due to the rain..other friend cant accept the offer that they dying to get from maxis cz she has signed up with other comp..but some of them a totally in the cloud nine...example AD who has been lucky last night at the neces dinner[she got a lucky draw]
MAL for getting a replied from her dying+ex loved boyfriend...who else??i dont think anyway
but MAL yesterday was really fun commenting comes chatting in ur comment box..ur friend[u know who] was really easy-going and cool..never thought it will end up until 57comments..hahah nice of him to layan the 3 gadis sepi[MAL,ZAC,??]..hahahah anyway i need to get my rest after this whole morning trying to complete all the reports..hahah mal see i managed to finished it today..to night my mission is study+study+study..apart from that flood mal's comment box again..hahahah and MAL i know u luv it when i give comments there cz u're always nagging me to write those comments =D
Thursday, 9 November 2006
the offer!!
okok guys rite now i still cant believe the offer that i had
yeah i passed the interview..phone interview
SHELL called last tuesday and ask a few questions..
hurm and i answer like ok and ok..hahaha
the details
allowance - rm900
IF they ask to come early/stay late nite - add rm450
my skolar from MARA - rm391.70
location - cyberjaya
FLEXIBLE working hours
attire - casual
because my finals finished on the 1st of december, shell asked me to join them on the 11th dec..
1 week holiday, that is haeven cz the supposed date is 4th dec..thanx shell..heheh..
but the only problem to me is the transportation..i know my dad will lent me the car, but for him bandar utama - cyberjaya is quite far..i tried to convince him i'm confident on the road,but to him and my mother i'm still their baby..hey i'm 20 and i've been out of the hse since 16..yeah i know no matter how old am i, i'm still their baby..but mama+papa, your child need to grow up..just put some trust and be confident in me...heheh later they realize that i'm a grown up and need to make her own decision..hope that day will come..just only i'm afraid when it happen i still need their help and support...
anyway need to study for my exam..and finished up all my report..huh later folks..wish me luck and have a nice day :)
yeah i passed the interview..phone interview
SHELL called last tuesday and ask a few questions..
hurm and i answer like ok and ok..hahaha
the details
allowance - rm900
IF they ask to come early/stay late nite - add rm450
my skolar from MARA - rm391.70
location - cyberjaya
FLEXIBLE working hours
attire - casual
because my finals finished on the 1st of december, shell asked me to join them on the 11th dec..
1 week holiday, that is haeven cz the supposed date is 4th dec..thanx shell..heheh..
but the only problem to me is the transportation..i know my dad will lent me the car, but for him bandar utama - cyberjaya is quite far..i tried to convince him i'm confident on the road,but to him and my mother i'm still their baby..hey i'm 20 and i've been out of the hse since 16..yeah i know no matter how old am i, i'm still their baby..but mama+papa, your child need to grow up..just put some trust and be confident in me...heheh later they realize that i'm a grown up and need to make her own decision..hope that day will come..just only i'm afraid when it happen i still need their help and support...
anyway need to study for my exam..and finished up all my report..huh later folks..wish me luck and have a nice day :)
Saturday, 4 November 2006
Star Search
last nite after NS test, we when to Chansellor Hall for Star Search..
yeah and as expected Dharma won..
raje vote for Sharifah but to bad, she is number four..beated by Elvina
(i dont like Elvina performance)
Dharma supporters are magnus(recently like to use dis word)
his housemate is SOOO supportives..
they who signed up dharma 4 the competition
it will happened if JES get to the finalist because she is SOOOO my housemate..
for me JES performed much more better then oliver but wuteva
so dharma>>syafie>>elvina>>sharifah>>oliver
the judge performance are ....
the 2 judges which played the indian dram and modern dram is really breath-taking
WOW seriously really impress with that..the speed the talent WOW
yeah and as expected Dharma won..
raje vote for Sharifah but to bad, she is number four..beated by Elvina
(i dont like Elvina performance)
Dharma supporters are magnus(recently like to use dis word)
his housemate is SOOO supportives..
they who signed up dharma 4 the competition
it will happened if JES get to the finalist because she is SOOOO my housemate..
for me JES performed much more better then oliver but wuteva
so dharma>>syafie>>elvina>>sharifah>>oliver
the judge performance are ....
the 2 judges which played the indian dram and modern dram is really breath-taking
WOW seriously really impress with that..the speed the talent WOW
the women judge is much more technical singing..
maybe is juz bcz she is a vocal teacher..the pitching the key
RECTOR was SPORTING
supporting the comittees and performing on stage
BEEGEES people - very the romantic person..
DOC MAT?maybe he is the mentor for the band
leo did all the singing(i know raje dont care about it cz she is so into leo)
me??sure the guitarist..imported from KL =D
really like him..and his skills playing the guitar
HE ROCKS!! hahahaha
since i heard he played with the silent noise
i really really really falling in luv wit him *wink*wink*
here's some pic
maybe is juz bcz she is a vocal teacher..the pitching the key
RECTOR was SPORTING
supporting the comittees and performing on stage
BEEGEES people - very the romantic person..
DOC MAT?maybe he is the mentor for the band
leo did all the singing(i know raje dont care about it cz she is so into leo)
me??sure the guitarist..imported from KL =D
really like him..and his skills playing the guitar
HE ROCKS!! hahahaha
since i heard he played with the silent noise
i really really really falling in luv wit him *wink*wink*
here's some pic
the WINNER - saiful dharma
the STAR of the day..posing kat atas CH (chunna-zac-ned-shima-raje-zira)
dengan rumet yg sgt hurmm wut the word is..annoying hehe sowi met
the guitarist that i LIKE :)Friday, 3 November 2006
Wednesday, 1 November 2006
RAYA mood!!!
yeah everyone is still in this mood prehaps..me too...
dis weekend (sunday) i'm going OPEN HOUSE...
my lecturer's house and YOI perhaps..increased the number of hse plzzzzz
zac is planning to go to tambun dis saturday..
that night we got a dinner..SYNTECH dinner...wut a hectic weekend..
need to enjoy before battling with my study week+exam week..
raye dis year is not the same as raye for the past 20-years..
i just lost my grandmother early dis year and it's different without her..
yeah i'm not close to her but still i'm her grandchildren..
i miss her alot..miss her "gulai ikan",miss her smile,miss her present in the house...
but anyway dis raye is just like a normal raye too me..
after raya prayer, we eat ketupat+rendang+lemang..yum yum
then just lepaking in the house..watching tv+sleep+eat+talk 100x(yeah alot of dis xtvt)
i do want to go 4 raye but it seem that i dont have frens in kedah(need to find some)
just craving to go out of the hse..in fact i do ask my cousin if there are any open house to go..
but at last i just went 2 houses..TWO yes TWO only...bored to death in the house..
3rd syawal - kenduri tahlil..
hurm the house is cramp with people..nobody came just our family..
everybody is going taller+bigger each time we met..no space no more here..
even sleeping time it will take us some times to find an available spaces..
due to it, the boys sleep down stairs, the girls upstairs...
4th syawal - when back to KL..
on the road at 12pm and arrived home 10.30pm..
jam??i guest not..just slow moving on the traffic...
my dad stop at kuala kangsar for his reunion (i guess)..
many man with white hair+lotsa food+talk+talk+talk..
they are talking about their good old days and the events that happen currently..
boring i stayed there for about 3hours...there goes 1 day of my syawal...
5th syawal - raye at my friend's house
first stop: NADIAH ->nasi himpit+rendang ayam+ketupat+mee goreng(forgot alredi)
next: NIJE ->mango(fana brought it+i cut it)+milo ice(nisa did it)+kuih raya(nije promote)
next: ME->mango again+zohor prayer+lepaking
next: NISA ->kuew teow kuah+choclate cake+kuih raya+sushi+asar prayer
next: FANA ->maghrib prayer+kuih raya+rest+comic
next: IZZA ->i dont know cz i didnt go :( my mum asked me to go back home ):
6th syawal - back in UTP
the boring life is back..many things need to be done..
dis week only i have SBE test+NS test+ WITECH test+SBE case stadi+HSE report+CG test+NS report+WITECH assignment..
many things to think+to do+to type..hahah next week is my study week but hey i still got replacement klaz for CG..luckly CG is my 1st paper...
the next after that week is my exam week..4 papers in 1 week that is magnus..
MONDAY,TUESDAY,FRIDAY,SATURDAY(yeah how lucky i feel right now)
my head is bursting due to thinking about this matter..hahahah but cool cool..
just dont freak out cz i need to concentrate..hahahah
dis weekend (sunday) i'm going OPEN HOUSE...
my lecturer's house and YOI perhaps..increased the number of hse plzzzzz
zac is planning to go to tambun dis saturday..
that night we got a dinner..SYNTECH dinner...wut a hectic weekend..
need to enjoy before battling with my study week+exam week..
raye dis year is not the same as raye for the past 20-years..
i just lost my grandmother early dis year and it's different without her..
yeah i'm not close to her but still i'm her grandchildren..
i miss her alot..miss her "gulai ikan",miss her smile,miss her present in the house...
but anyway dis raye is just like a normal raye too me..
after raya prayer, we eat ketupat+rendang+lemang..yum yum
then just lepaking in the house..watching tv+sleep+eat+talk 100x(yeah alot of dis xtvt)
i do want to go 4 raye but it seem that i dont have frens in kedah(need to find some)
just craving to go out of the hse..in fact i do ask my cousin if there are any open house to go..
but at last i just went 2 houses..TWO yes TWO only...bored to death in the house..
3rd syawal - kenduri tahlil..
hurm the house is cramp with people..nobody came just our family..
everybody is going taller+bigger each time we met..no space no more here..
even sleeping time it will take us some times to find an available spaces..
due to it, the boys sleep down stairs, the girls upstairs...
4th syawal - when back to KL..
on the road at 12pm and arrived home 10.30pm..
jam??i guest not..just slow moving on the traffic...
my dad stop at kuala kangsar for his reunion (i guess)..
many man with white hair+lotsa food+talk+talk+talk..
they are talking about their good old days and the events that happen currently..
boring i stayed there for about 3hours...there goes 1 day of my syawal...
5th syawal - raye at my friend's house
first stop: NADIAH ->nasi himpit+rendang ayam+ketupat+mee goreng(forgot alredi)
next: NIJE ->mango(fana brought it+i cut it)+milo ice(nisa did it)+kuih raya(nije promote)
next: ME->mango again+zohor prayer+lepaking
next: NISA ->kuew teow kuah+choclate cake+kuih raya+sushi+asar prayer
next: FANA ->maghrib prayer+kuih raya+rest+comic
next: IZZA ->i dont know cz i didnt go :( my mum asked me to go back home ):
6th syawal - back in UTP
the boring life is back..many things need to be done..
dis week only i have SBE test+NS test+ WITECH test+SBE case stadi+HSE report+CG test+NS report+WITECH assignment..
many things to think+to do+to type..hahah next week is my study week but hey i still got replacement klaz for CG..luckly CG is my 1st paper...
the next after that week is my exam week..4 papers in 1 week that is magnus..
MONDAY,TUESDAY,FRIDAY,SATURDAY(yeah how lucky i feel right now)
my head is bursting due to thinking about this matter..hahahah but cool cool..
just dont freak out cz i need to concentrate..hahahah
Friday, 6 October 2006
i've been tagged by my dearest fren
yeah peeps..i know is been along time since me updating it..
but wut the heck..i found it so difficult for me to connect to dis page..
i think my blog just dont wanna me to tell the world everythig about my daily life..
hahah just joking..really i do wanna share but it seem alot happening dis days..
read the topics and hell yeah i've been tagged by miss maliha idayati..
she is way in melaka and hoping to see her soon..
when??dont ask me bcz juz being busy with my schedule..hahah
but meha do wait me there..and soon i will be in front of ur door step..
do wait for me gurl..u're the best..i mean among the best =D
now, about the tag...here it goes..in 3..2..1..
5 things I would do if I were a millionaire:
1. buy a car..luv to drive on the road and easy to go everywhere and anytime...
2. shopping until i drop..i really mean drop not broke..
3. buying things to my love ones and friend..just a person wit a big heart
4. save some of it..need o for the future
5. invest it..buying properties(house,land)...my dad teach me dis stuff
5 bad habits:
1. always dont want to admit my wrong..hahah
2. bullying me bro and sis..asked them for topups and took their things without telling
3. sleep..sleep..sleep..even when is time for class
4. think negatively when eventually is a good thing for me..
5. spend money without thinking..yeah dis bad attitude i have since having my own money(scholarship guys..)
5 things I hate doing:
1. SBE is sux..hate when is time for SBE class
2. submit all the lab reports and presenting it
3. to clean up the mess which obviously not my mess..hahah
4. washing my clothes...just need the washing machine people..
5. wanting to go shopping but there is no money in my account..just need a sugar daddy to support me..hahahha...blame me..in dis world everything is soooooo expensive..hahah
5 things I will never do:
1. eat sotong kering..lumut is an avoidable place but with the smell of the sotong kering..just give me the headache
2. become a doctor..no way..not in a thousand years..hate the hospital & anything related to it
3. killed myself just for some stupid reasons...hahha
4.smoking and drinking definitely is not the way of me to socialize
5. to pierce any where on my body part..just the ear only..an seriously it takes all my guts to do it..just hate needles...
5 things I regret doing:
1. not putting alot of affort in my studies..
2. starting to spend my money like hell..when it started there will be no stoping 4 me
3. knowing someone that can hurt me badly..until now..
4. playing the piano..cz i just luving playing wit it but still no time to pactising it again and finishing grade 6..demm..
5. letting my parents down because of me..and hey still doing it eventhough i'm regretting it..lol
5 favourite toys or things:
1. my laptop..that's the 1st on my list..
2. my handphone..couldnt live without it..
3. my teddy..mr gregory..pinky..kontot...kotor
4. bags/handbags..have tonnes at my house..my sis using it to
5. books and comics..collect it and nicely kept in the drawer
5 people I choose to do this:
1. rumet(raja syazwani raja khairuddin)
2. najia
3. farhana jabir
4. ain
5. chunna aka husna
p/s: i put alot of thought answering it and is a very tough one i had..never think of it until the last minute..
but wut the heck..i found it so difficult for me to connect to dis page..
i think my blog just dont wanna me to tell the world everythig about my daily life..
hahah just joking..really i do wanna share but it seem alot happening dis days..
read the topics and hell yeah i've been tagged by miss maliha idayati..
she is way in melaka and hoping to see her soon..
when??dont ask me bcz juz being busy with my schedule..hahah
but meha do wait me there..and soon i will be in front of ur door step..
do wait for me gurl..u're the best..i mean among the best =D
now, about the tag...here it goes..in 3..2..1..
5 things I would do if I were a millionaire:
1. buy a car..luv to drive on the road and easy to go everywhere and anytime...
2. shopping until i drop..i really mean drop not broke..
3. buying things to my love ones and friend..just a person wit a big heart
4. save some of it..need o for the future
5. invest it..buying properties(house,land)...my dad teach me dis stuff
5 bad habits:
1. always dont want to admit my wrong..hahah
2. bullying me bro and sis..asked them for topups and took their things without telling
3. sleep..sleep..sleep..even when is time for class
4. think negatively when eventually is a good thing for me..
5. spend money without thinking..yeah dis bad attitude i have since having my own money(scholarship guys..)
5 things I hate doing:
1. SBE is sux..hate when is time for SBE class
2. submit all the lab reports and presenting it
3. to clean up the mess which obviously not my mess..hahah
4. washing my clothes...just need the washing machine people..
5. wanting to go shopping but there is no money in my account..just need a sugar daddy to support me..hahahha...blame me..in dis world everything is soooooo expensive..hahah
5 things I will never do:
1. eat sotong kering..lumut is an avoidable place but with the smell of the sotong kering..just give me the headache
2. become a doctor..no way..not in a thousand years..hate the hospital & anything related to it
3. killed myself just for some stupid reasons...hahha
4.smoking and drinking definitely is not the way of me to socialize
5. to pierce any where on my body part..just the ear only..an seriously it takes all my guts to do it..just hate needles...
5 things I regret doing:
1. not putting alot of affort in my studies..
2. starting to spend my money like hell..when it started there will be no stoping 4 me
3. knowing someone that can hurt me badly..until now..
4. playing the piano..cz i just luving playing wit it but still no time to pactising it again and finishing grade 6..demm..
5. letting my parents down because of me..and hey still doing it eventhough i'm regretting it..lol
5 favourite toys or things:
1. my laptop..that's the 1st on my list..
2. my handphone..couldnt live without it..
3. my teddy..mr gregory..pinky..kontot...kotor
4. bags/handbags..have tonnes at my house..my sis using it to
5. books and comics..collect it and nicely kept in the drawer
5 people I choose to do this:
1. rumet(raja syazwani raja khairuddin)
2. najia
3. farhana jabir
4. ain
5. chunna aka husna
p/s: i put alot of thought answering it and is a very tough one i had..never think of it until the last minute..
Sunday, 24 September 2006
PICTURES AS PROMISE
NAJIA NADIAH HAZIRAHmy best buddies when i'm back at home
the curve -bazaar-
RUZAIN besday boy - 6 years old
a wet besday party..no pictures that i'm soak due to dis event
(l-r)UBAI KHAIRI MIZI SS JANNAH SALWA FARAH ME FURBY FAIZbusiness centre..i being working 4 convo 4 the past 3months
ME RAJE ALIAH ADLINAmerdeka eve..nothing better to do then celebrated it
RAJE ME
off we go to COMP-IT 2006
VI student and their advisormy team won 2nd place..Rm2000 wow!!
MY COURSEMATE AND LECTURERSthe best ever klaz that i have ever entered
RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK
just so happened i can't apdeted by blog because or the poor connection on dis site..
i juz couldnt figure why me..not other ppl..
zac can juz write easily and 4 me it takes hours to juz upload it..
hurm nevermind about dat...
just wanna say to the muslims out there, happy fasting..
and hope all when well throughout the whole month..
hurmm i'm fasting today and i just feel great bcz...
it's ramadhan peeps..there will be alot of foods dis evening..
and ppl will buy everything they can..
is the 1st day and ppl when all crazy about it..
besides today is sunday,
me and my fren plan to "sahur"...
we did go and buy food from the cafe...
ayam msk kicap+sotong goreng kunyit..yumyum
my stomach is grumbling again =D
i slept at 5.30 and woke up at 9.30..
dem alittle sleep and i feel energetic alredi..
but i guess it will be my sleep time dis evening..
huhuh couldnt think what to it dis evening..
man i thinking of buka pose alredi..
no no i just need to do sumthing...heheheh
i think about it later..daa~~~
i promise will upload the pics later..sowi 4 the delayed
Tuesday, 5 September 2006
convo~~
after 4 so long i haven't apdeted dis...
now is the time 2 do so...
just bz lately..wit convo+compIT...
just freaking lazing to write those events..
hahhaha..
1st day convo
just like a normal convo..
it rains like hell..
or shall i say "hujan rahmat"..hurmm
banjir yg teramat la kt padang..
all the boys when 4 friday's prayers..
left the girls to carry the heavy2 stuff...
i did cut my hand mase angkat that aiskrim freezer...
hurmm and it hurts badly..
dat nite, the stall when great..i mean after all the fuzz..
everything goes well..i assume..but demm tired..
don hav time to eat our dinner..we did eat around 2am..
2nd day
nothing much happen 2 me..
morning till evening i'm not at the field..
i'm 1 of the compIT comittee...
so i just came to the booth after mahgrib...
so there's nothing to talk about..
just i didnt notice at all the performance on the stage..
too busy handling our customers..hahhaha
3rd day
the last day of the events..
very a hectic day..
the stallers are rebelling for their deposit money..
running around the field to sattisfied dem..
get scolded for not our mistakes...
but just be patient with it...
but wut an experiances join this convo...hahahah
and we do managed to finish all our stocks...YEAH!!!!
now is the time 2 do so...
just bz lately..wit convo+compIT...
just freaking lazing to write those events..
hahhaha..
1st day convo
just like a normal convo..
it rains like hell..
or shall i say "hujan rahmat"..hurmm
banjir yg teramat la kt padang..
all the boys when 4 friday's prayers..
left the girls to carry the heavy2 stuff...
i did cut my hand mase angkat that aiskrim freezer...
hurmm and it hurts badly..
dat nite, the stall when great..i mean after all the fuzz..
everything goes well..i assume..but demm tired..
don hav time to eat our dinner..we did eat around 2am..
2nd day
nothing much happen 2 me..
morning till evening i'm not at the field..
i'm 1 of the compIT comittee...
so i just came to the booth after mahgrib...
so there's nothing to talk about..
just i didnt notice at all the performance on the stage..
too busy handling our customers..hahhaha
3rd day
the last day of the events..
very a hectic day..
the stallers are rebelling for their deposit money..
running around the field to sattisfied dem..
get scolded for not our mistakes...
but just be patient with it...
but wut an experiances join this convo...hahahah
and we do managed to finish all our stocks...YEAH!!!!
later i post the pics..just havent uploaded it yet...but i guess is today also..hahaha...
or just after dis post...
Tuesday, 15 August 2006
weekend yg memenatkan
hurmm still rase skt badan lagi and ngantuk je..
yurp is been a long and tiring weekend 4 me...
friday is preperation day for sat and sun..
sat woke up early and when to iph at 7am..
open the stall and duk kat pdg yg sgt pns tuh...
but there are alot of cute guys there...heheh cuci mate sket..
hahahha business is ok but no as ok as dkt chess...
on the way nk blk utp mlm tuh,
suddently my car broke down..
kene pull tepi jln cz enjin dier xnk start...
cuak gak la that time but lucky me...
student of utp sgt la generous...
they help me and give me a ride home...
yeah a ride 4 me,aliah,jannah,faiz
but i feel horible to live the car behind...
yeah and i argue wit amet about the car...
horror standing at the side of the road...
at night pulak tuh...
chess tournament...OK and BEST...
byk gler dak2 kecik yg masuk...
chumel gler and sgt terer main chess...
hehehe there's alot of ppl that day..
business when well..smua bende laku...
sampai abeh stok...lucky us..
and every person from my dept mase tuh sgt la letih...
but we try our best to b on top...mase tuh xler letih sgt...
sampai bilik, rest kejap, mandi and when straight to bed..
xsedar dah...g klaz pon lh t'tdo...hahahah
my next miting is not somewhre dis wek..
kak riana give a week off because our hardwork last week..
besh i need to get back to normal mode to lead a normal life..
hehehe need to recharge myself...every second tau nk tdo je...
who know massage yeks...tolong urutkan..heheheh
okok i think i want to sleep rite now...
next klaz is less then 1hour and i still want to go and sleep...
nite nite to u...i feel so sleepy rite now and i think i dah mamai nih...
later days~~
yurp is been a long and tiring weekend 4 me...
friday is preperation day for sat and sun..
sat woke up early and when to iph at 7am..
open the stall and duk kat pdg yg sgt pns tuh...
but there are alot of cute guys there...heheh cuci mate sket..
hahahha business is ok but no as ok as dkt chess...
on the way nk blk utp mlm tuh,
suddently my car broke down..
kene pull tepi jln cz enjin dier xnk start...
cuak gak la that time but lucky me...
student of utp sgt la generous...
they help me and give me a ride home...
yeah a ride 4 me,aliah,jannah,faiz
but i feel horible to live the car behind...
yeah and i argue wit amet about the car...
horror standing at the side of the road...
at night pulak tuh...
chess tournament...OK and BEST...
byk gler dak2 kecik yg masuk...
chumel gler and sgt terer main chess...
hehehe there's alot of ppl that day..
business when well..smua bende laku...
sampai abeh stok...lucky us..
and every person from my dept mase tuh sgt la letih...
but we try our best to b on top...mase tuh xler letih sgt...
sampai bilik, rest kejap, mandi and when straight to bed..
xsedar dah...g klaz pon lh t'tdo...hahahah
my next miting is not somewhre dis wek..
kak riana give a week off because our hardwork last week..
besh i need to get back to normal mode to lead a normal life..
hehehe need to recharge myself...every second tau nk tdo je...
who know massage yeks...tolong urutkan..heheheh
okok i think i want to sleep rite now...
next klaz is less then 1hour and i still want to go and sleep...
nite nite to u...i feel so sleepy rite now and i think i dah mamai nih...
later days~~
Monday, 7 August 2006
field trip!!
yurp yesterday i went for a field trip..
where?? ayer tawar >> setiawan >>seri manjong >> lumut >> bota >> UTP..
it is so tiring because i'm on the road for half a day...
yeah we need to get out the flyers and poster to the crowd..
convo is coming up and hell lot of work to be done..
but hey is fun to get busy but not everyday...
when back and i'm totally exhausted..
sleep early last nite...the clock dont show 10pm and i'm sleeping like a baby..
i woke up early then continue to sleep after bath...
all class cancel due to dr. mahathir talk but i couldnt get up from my bed...
bed is heaven during the morning..HAHAHA lol....
to nite need to set a booth at V4...dem whut a week..
need to submit ITPM and next sat&sun my t/table is already pack...
sorry folks..u're late to set a date with me...HAHAHHAHA
yeah need to set a business for futsal/netball and chess...
when will this month going to end...i really need my time for my own peace..
yeah rite now i'm couldnt think straight..hehehehe need to get ready..
if not i'm going to be late..
as usual..how late am i , i will be the first to come...
hey!!i want to come late sometimes..hahahah...
but i have a habit...i need to come early because i will feel really guilty making others to wait for me...hazirah sometimes u need to think about urself not other...stop being so innocent...
where?? ayer tawar >> setiawan >>seri manjong >> lumut >> bota >> UTP..
it is so tiring because i'm on the road for half a day...
yeah we need to get out the flyers and poster to the crowd..
convo is coming up and hell lot of work to be done..
but hey is fun to get busy but not everyday...
when back and i'm totally exhausted..
sleep early last nite...the clock dont show 10pm and i'm sleeping like a baby..
i woke up early then continue to sleep after bath...
all class cancel due to dr. mahathir talk but i couldnt get up from my bed...
bed is heaven during the morning..HAHAHA lol....
to nite need to set a booth at V4...dem whut a week..
need to submit ITPM and next sat&sun my t/table is already pack...
sorry folks..u're late to set a date with me...HAHAHHAHA
yeah need to set a business for futsal/netball and chess...
when will this month going to end...i really need my time for my own peace..
yeah rite now i'm couldnt think straight..hehehehe need to get ready..
if not i'm going to be late..
as usual..how late am i , i will be the first to come...
hey!!i want to come late sometimes..hahahah...
but i have a habit...i need to come early because i will feel really guilty making others to wait for me...hazirah sometimes u need to think about urself not other...stop being so innocent...
Wednesday, 2 August 2006
yum yum
skram buhsan+sgt la ngantuk...but still xde mood nk tdo la...tekak still skt and sgt la xselera nk mkn..but bile nmpk dis pic me rase lapar...hahahah dis food we made it yesterday...sgt sedap but i didnt eat it bcz of the sore throat..kesian kan but it's ok..i can ask hafiz to do it 4 me...
i just get to know that maybe dis wekend i got work to do..well i hav plan sumthing dis sunday.. but i guess need to postpone again...hurmm syg u must wait ler..dis semester i told u that i'm busy until convo...after that,i'm free like a bird..hahahah..but lucky me he is so understanding(yela dier pon busy gak per)..hahahha...paper la..have to wait till the end of this weken then..hahahah..sbr yeks syg..there is alot more time...rlax..i'm not going any where...
Tuesday, 1 August 2006
~~HAPPY FRINDSHIP DAY~~
hepi frenship day to my all friends!!!
u always been there for me no matter wut..
u guys are the greatest and i'm grateful having u guys as my frens...
LUV and MISS them badly!!
sowi meha..dah lame i intend to do dis..but nmpknye u wat dulu...
xpela yeks...heheh thanx again..do hav a great life and enjoy every second of it...
Friday, 28 July 2006
survive
yeah i've survive 1week here in utp...
and now i have a sore throat..thanx to my rumet i guess..haahaha
today till dis mon i'm pack...
many things need to be complete during the weekend...
need to catch up back wit my dept...
yurp gone for almost 3weeks and have no idea wut r they talking in da meeting...
the whole miting i just quitely in my chair and just staring to them...
yeah everything goes well..
the classes is ok...
comp grafics is ok..eventhough there is less then 20 ppl in the class..
yeah like usual ned will be my "partner"...
every klaz i do have her by my side..
hahahha nice and she's great...
zac and raje didnt have class on fri..wut a heaven..
but still good for them but not for me and ned...
need to wake up early...
but they have a really pack klaz on tuesday...
chayok u guys...i know u can do it...
dat's all i need to say 4 dis week..
my parents will be coming dis week...
but still cannot go out wit them...alot need to be done...
i think i'm going to be sick..hope NOT
and now i have a sore throat..thanx to my rumet i guess..haahaha
today till dis mon i'm pack...
many things need to be complete during the weekend...
need to catch up back wit my dept...
yurp gone for almost 3weeks and have no idea wut r they talking in da meeting...
the whole miting i just quitely in my chair and just staring to them...
yeah everything goes well..
the classes is ok...
comp grafics is ok..eventhough there is less then 20 ppl in the class..
yeah like usual ned will be my "partner"...
every klaz i do have her by my side..
hahahha nice and she's great...
zac and raje didnt have class on fri..wut a heaven..
but still good for them but not for me and ned...
need to wake up early...
but they have a really pack klaz on tuesday...
chayok u guys...i know u can do it...
dat's all i need to say 4 dis week..
my parents will be coming dis week...
but still cannot go out wit them...alot need to be done...
i think i'm going to be sick..hope NOT
Tuesday, 25 July 2006
new sem start now!!
yesterday, i have started my class..
and as usual the lecturer did not come...
waited for almost 30minutes but no one came...
well so what have i been doing all day long???
i went to the bank to transfer my money to the UTP finance dept..
hell bcz i didnt pay the room fees, i was band to see my result..
when to the exam unit to tell them i have settled all the outstanding amount and they say i could see my result after 6pm...
but till dis morning, i still dont know my result...aaaaaaa..
yeah no result yet..HAHAHAH
and last nite, zac told me dat nije's dad had past away....
he is a nice guy and i know everyone is very upset with dis news..
nije is my neigbour and my fren...we are quite closed...
AL-FATIHAH to his dad, mr. abdullah...
after dis i got class and hoping the lecturer will be there...
hahahah yeah i'm in the learning mode rite now..HAHAHa
and my rumet cannot attend any classes today bcz she has a fever...
poor her..hope u get well soon met...
eat the medicine and hav a good rest...
got to go now, have to prepare for the class..
hahaah well i need to concentrate dis semester...
(yeah every semester i said this when the sem just started)
LOL wuteva
and as usual the lecturer did not come...
waited for almost 30minutes but no one came...
well so what have i been doing all day long???
i went to the bank to transfer my money to the UTP finance dept..
hell bcz i didnt pay the room fees, i was band to see my result..
when to the exam unit to tell them i have settled all the outstanding amount and they say i could see my result after 6pm...
but till dis morning, i still dont know my result...aaaaaaa..
yeah no result yet..HAHAHAH
and last nite, zac told me dat nije's dad had past away....
he is a nice guy and i know everyone is very upset with dis news..
nije is my neigbour and my fren...we are quite closed...
AL-FATIHAH to his dad, mr. abdullah...
after dis i got class and hoping the lecturer will be there...
hahahah yeah i'm in the learning mode rite now..HAHAHa
and my rumet cannot attend any classes today bcz she has a fever...
poor her..hope u get well soon met...
eat the medicine and hav a good rest...
got to go now, have to prepare for the class..
hahaah well i need to concentrate dis semester...
(yeah every semester i said this when the sem just started)
LOL wuteva
Saturday, 24 June 2006
keje gler..
sgt la buhsan kat utp nih..
xde org pon..
and met, me xduk kat v5 la..
just duk kat lembaran(v2-c) yg sunyi nih..
dah le everyday kene g jpsp..
jadik operator yg berjaya(tekak pon dh saket)..
hahhaha....
tadik me ngn aliah lapar gler...
and smua cafe tutup kecuali v5...
jauh p'jlnan m'cari mknan..
janji kenyang...and v5 dh ader kedai..
dh bukak dh pon..bes2..byk duit abeh nanti nih...
tadik tgk af kat rusna..
plan ngn aliah nk tgk kat jarum mas..
jln kaki tuh...bapak semangat gler je..
hahha but slmt ade akak tumpangkn kami..
mkn la kat rusna..
akak tuh angkut ktorg kat pdg..
jauh gak la dh jln...heheheh
yesterday laks kuar iph ngn shern shiou(ss)..
uat lesen baru..
hey guys me no longer P by next week..
sukenyer sayer...
then me ajk ss g tesco & jj...
deting kejap..hahah kosmet tuh...
tetibe rapat ngn dier...
convo 1dept la....ok la..mengeratkn silaturrahim...
for the title tuh..aku pon xtau ape yg gler..
hahah maybe bab aku semangat jln ngn aliah kot...
nk g jarum mas tuh..
dh la sjk mlm nih...dua2 pakai sweater...hahaha
ok la..nk tdo la..ngatuk sgt nih..
sok nk bgn awl laks..
goodnite folks out there..
gudnite world...sweet dream...sleep tight...
xde org pon..
and met, me xduk kat v5 la..
just duk kat lembaran(v2-c) yg sunyi nih..
dah le everyday kene g jpsp..
jadik operator yg berjaya(tekak pon dh saket)..
hahhaha....
tadik me ngn aliah lapar gler...
and smua cafe tutup kecuali v5...
jauh p'jlnan m'cari mknan..
janji kenyang...and v5 dh ader kedai..
dh bukak dh pon..bes2..byk duit abeh nanti nih...
tadik tgk af kat rusna..
plan ngn aliah nk tgk kat jarum mas..
jln kaki tuh...bapak semangat gler je..
hahha but slmt ade akak tumpangkn kami..
mkn la kat rusna..
akak tuh angkut ktorg kat pdg..
jauh gak la dh jln...heheheh
yesterday laks kuar iph ngn shern shiou(ss)..
uat lesen baru..
hey guys me no longer P by next week..
sukenyer sayer...
then me ajk ss g tesco & jj...
deting kejap..hahah kosmet tuh...
tetibe rapat ngn dier...
convo 1dept la....ok la..mengeratkn silaturrahim...
for the title tuh..aku pon xtau ape yg gler..
hahah maybe bab aku semangat jln ngn aliah kot...
nk g jarum mas tuh..
dh la sjk mlm nih...dua2 pakai sweater...hahaha
ok la..nk tdo la..ngatuk sgt nih..
sok nk bgn awl laks..
goodnite folks out there..
gudnite world...sweet dream...sleep tight...
Saturday, 17 June 2006
apdet!!apdet!!apdet!!
hell is been ages since i last blog..
guess wut..I'M BACK IN UTP!!!!!!!!!!!!
just arrived and is just not a hepi feeling to me..
wel i did not yet meet my fren..
i mean..zety,nisa',nurul..and there is a long list to go through
juz meet a few of them..
so now is apdet time...
just after the exm week finished, i went to penang for a wedding..
is an old man marriage...
the guy is 55 and the bride is 40++....
then when back to alor setar for 2days..
hurmm i stayed in kl less then 2weeks...
so i used the time wisely..hahah i guess i use it rite..
during the 1st week..nothin much 2 b done..
help my mom around the hse..cleaning and wash the dishes..
humm on friday izza invited me to a theater..
bangsawan tasik chini..quite boring but later i met jehan miskin[zac take note] and ako!!!
later dat nite..i when on surfing da net and i found dat my fren is going to marry...
hell dis saturday!!i mean tomorrow(dis is when i'm thinking back then)
yurp and i was invited..
i dont miss 4 da world to go to my fren wedding...
my 1st fren's wedding...quite weird to be going to dat at the age of 20...
last time i had missed maznah wedding...and now ida is going to married a perlis guy...
hensem but still young but not available..juz 22 and i think he's not working yet...
2nd week...shopping wit najia...
buy some stuff and juz window shopping...
then a the T-junction(in front nandos & starbuck)..
we met izza+faliq+amin..
wut a coincident cz is just a normal day, no sales or sales..heeheh
talk to them then continue shopping..ops window shopping....
next days when to smkttdi to pick up hisham's "sijil berhenti skolah"..
met some of the teachers...but mr yu cannot be seen...
hoping to meet him..sobsobsob...
folks out there..i didn't watch WC bcz bcz i dont know y..
hurmm but i seen england 1st match...
and every day i got update news from maxis..
thanx to maxis for dat..
now in utp i guess i will be watching WC if i got the opportunity...
any1 in utp, if u need a partner to watch WC...hell u can asked me...
hahahahahha...i'll go if i'm not tired or nothing to do..
now i want to hav a rest..and see u later...
met-have fun wit the WC...xpyh tdo,so u can do breakfast evry morning...hahah :D
zac-ko sokong amirul??mmg type ngko ler..jambu!!!
aliah-let's hav fun in utp!!
guess wut..I'M BACK IN UTP!!!!!!!!!!!!
just arrived and is just not a hepi feeling to me..
wel i did not yet meet my fren..
i mean..zety,nisa',nurul..and there is a long list to go through
juz meet a few of them..
so now is apdet time...
just after the exm week finished, i went to penang for a wedding..
is an old man marriage...
the guy is 55 and the bride is 40++....
then when back to alor setar for 2days..
hurmm i stayed in kl less then 2weeks...
so i used the time wisely..hahah i guess i use it rite..
during the 1st week..nothin much 2 b done..
help my mom around the hse..cleaning and wash the dishes..
humm on friday izza invited me to a theater..
bangsawan tasik chini..quite boring but later i met jehan miskin[zac take note] and ako!!!
later dat nite..i when on surfing da net and i found dat my fren is going to marry...
hell dis saturday!!i mean tomorrow(dis is when i'm thinking back then)
yurp and i was invited..
i dont miss 4 da world to go to my fren wedding...
my 1st fren's wedding...quite weird to be going to dat at the age of 20...
last time i had missed maznah wedding...and now ida is going to married a perlis guy...
hensem but still young but not available..juz 22 and i think he's not working yet...
2nd week...shopping wit najia...
buy some stuff and juz window shopping...
then a the T-junction(in front nandos & starbuck)..
we met izza+faliq+amin..
wut a coincident cz is just a normal day, no sales or sales..heeheh
talk to them then continue shopping..ops window shopping....
next days when to smkttdi to pick up hisham's "sijil berhenti skolah"..
met some of the teachers...but mr yu cannot be seen...
hoping to meet him..sobsobsob...
folks out there..i didn't watch WC bcz bcz i dont know y..
hurmm but i seen england 1st match...
and every day i got update news from maxis..
thanx to maxis for dat..
now in utp i guess i will be watching WC if i got the opportunity...
any1 in utp, if u need a partner to watch WC...hell u can asked me...
hahahahahha...i'll go if i'm not tired or nothing to do..
now i want to hav a rest..and see u later...
met-have fun wit the WC...xpyh tdo,so u can do breakfast evry morning...hahah :D
zac-ko sokong amirul??mmg type ngko ler..jambu!!!
aliah-let's hav fun in utp!!
Saturday, 27 May 2006
last paper is next month
yeah..at last only one paper left...
huhuh wat a celebration i had after dcn...
GTO the whole nite...my umet i guess she plays uno..
but the pressure is gone..
ok i know OS is still in my list..yeah it is on 1st JUNE!!!!
but at least os i have a clue on it...
and i have 5days b4 that paper...heheheh...
last nite, i really hav a good nite sleep...
me and my umet just have dis little chat b4 we when to sleep...
"dah lamer xtdo ngn slimut"
"dah lamer x tdo ngn tenang"
"dah lamer xtdo xtutup lampu"
"dah lamer kiter xbgn lmbt dgn bangun tanpa rase b'slh"
"dah lamer xtdo tanpa ader buku atas katil"
"dah lamer x lead our normal life"
alot we hav never done since the exm started...
our desk is full of papers+notes+books+past years..
fuhh mcm ner la xpressure kn...
2weeks straight not including study week..
our life is horrible+unbelievable for 2 weeks...
now i want to continue my muvi-thon...
download many muvi+series just want to spend time with my lappy..
and had a great weekend..life just full of fun+hapiness again..
next week goin to penang for a wedding...
well balik nih kenduri marathon laks ler...
skool holiday starts, and there will be many marriage ppl later...
hish..scared to think of me having a husband+family+kids..
maybe great, maybe not..just have to wait dat time and just go on wit it..
i think dats what an adult do..dem i am no longer a teen...HAHAHAHHA
ok back to my movies...
OH!! fana+izza have a great convo..now u r undergrad...yeah~~
(hope i can be there but just dis 1 paper make me stay in utp..huhuh)
huhuh wat a celebration i had after dcn...
GTO the whole nite...my umet i guess she plays uno..
but the pressure is gone..
ok i know OS is still in my list..yeah it is on 1st JUNE!!!!
but at least os i have a clue on it...
and i have 5days b4 that paper...heheheh...
last nite, i really hav a good nite sleep...
me and my umet just have dis little chat b4 we when to sleep...
"dah lamer xtdo ngn slimut"
"dah lamer x tdo ngn tenang"
"dah lamer xtdo xtutup lampu"
"dah lamer kiter xbgn lmbt dgn bangun tanpa rase b'slh"
"dah lamer xtdo tanpa ader buku atas katil"
"dah lamer x lead our normal life"
alot we hav never done since the exm started...
our desk is full of papers+notes+books+past years..
fuhh mcm ner la xpressure kn...
2weeks straight not including study week..
our life is horrible+unbelievable for 2 weeks...
now i want to continue my muvi-thon...
download many muvi+series just want to spend time with my lappy..
and had a great weekend..life just full of fun+hapiness again..
next week goin to penang for a wedding...
well balik nih kenduri marathon laks ler...
skool holiday starts, and there will be many marriage ppl later...
hish..scared to think of me having a husband+family+kids..
maybe great, maybe not..just have to wait dat time and just go on wit it..
i think dats what an adult do..dem i am no longer a teen...HAHAHAHHA
ok back to my movies...
OH!! fana+izza have a great convo..now u r undergrad...yeah~~
(hope i can be there but just dis 1 paper make me stay in utp..huhuh)
Wednesday, 24 May 2006
get a grip
these days i feel really lonely and down..
i dont know what happen to me..
just need to get a grip of myself..
most probably my mom hadn't call me for few days..
yeah i know, she having her great time eva in china...
but mama ur daughter here needs u...
really need u cz u just lift me by ur words...
i know i'm not too close to her....
not like my sis, she can tell everything to my mom without having any arguments...
for me lets keep it all to myself cz i just sometime...hurmm we hav differents thoughts...
last time, i haven't speak to her 4 a week...
it is horrible but i do hav my ego and she to sometimes being too hard on me...
but dont get me wrong..i LOVE her VERY MUCH!!!
with dis pressure building up in me...
i just sometimes cry alone in the room..
dont like ppl to see me crying....
just dat is sooo not me....
sometimes i just pretend to be ok but...ppl do not wut i'm thinking inside...
i just need to go back home...
having my family and friends back....
why my paper must finished the 1st june??
why oh why
if not i can join my friends to fana's convo...
i'm jelouse with them cz they can hangout together eventhough differents uni..
why me left alone in perak...i know i meet new ppl..
but sometimes i do need my old fren back..
now i can see the important of nadiah in my life...
almost 10years being her, now i feel lost without her...
argue with her make me close to her...she really know me..
from a little girl to a 20 year old me...
many ppl said that life is not so good all the time..
we do have ups and downs...
just need to be patient and strong living in it...
so i need the courage to stay strong eva...
i think i'm going weak each day..
but think dat i only need a week to keep strong
dat's make me even stronger....
hahaha :D really dont know whut i talking about but dis is how i felt rite now..
i'm cracking down but still must be sane to takes my exam...
dis fri is the toughest paper 4 dis sem..hope i did well 4 it..
ok need to continue stadi....more info need to be put in my brain...
ohh 1 thing...lately all my post is a very long post...
dont bother if u dont read any of dis...not too important also...
i dont know what happen to me..
just need to get a grip of myself..
most probably my mom hadn't call me for few days..
yeah i know, she having her great time eva in china...
but mama ur daughter here needs u...
really need u cz u just lift me by ur words...
i know i'm not too close to her....
not like my sis, she can tell everything to my mom without having any arguments...
for me lets keep it all to myself cz i just sometime...hurmm we hav differents thoughts...
last time, i haven't speak to her 4 a week...
it is horrible but i do hav my ego and she to sometimes being too hard on me...
but dont get me wrong..i LOVE her VERY MUCH!!!
with dis pressure building up in me...
i just sometimes cry alone in the room..
dont like ppl to see me crying....
just dat is sooo not me....
sometimes i just pretend to be ok but...ppl do not wut i'm thinking inside...
i just need to go back home...
having my family and friends back....
why my paper must finished the 1st june??
why oh why
if not i can join my friends to fana's convo...
i'm jelouse with them cz they can hangout together eventhough differents uni..
why me left alone in perak...i know i meet new ppl..
but sometimes i do need my old fren back..
now i can see the important of nadiah in my life...
almost 10years being her, now i feel lost without her...
argue with her make me close to her...she really know me..
from a little girl to a 20 year old me...
many ppl said that life is not so good all the time..
we do have ups and downs...
just need to be patient and strong living in it...
so i need the courage to stay strong eva...
i think i'm going weak each day..
but think dat i only need a week to keep strong
dat's make me even stronger....
hahaha :D really dont know whut i talking about but dis is how i felt rite now..
i'm cracking down but still must be sane to takes my exam...
dis fri is the toughest paper 4 dis sem..hope i did well 4 it..
ok need to continue stadi....more info need to be put in my brain...
ohh 1 thing...lately all my post is a very long post...
dont bother if u dont read any of dis...not too important also...
Wednesday, 10 May 2006
BIRTHDAY shout of MAY!!!
family(green),ttdians(blue),kosmet(orange),mrsm(pink),utpians(grey)
1st-FARIZ (23)
2nd-
3rd-ZEETY(20)
4th-
5th-KAK ANA(24)
6th-
7th-RAIHAN(10),CHE ARAH(20)
8th-
9th-
10th-
11th-HUSNA CHEM(20)
12th-NAE(48)
13th-ME(20),HAKIM(20)
14th-AIZAT(20)
15th-FANA(20),FIZI(24)
16th-NADIAH(20)
17th-NED(20),ARIFF(20),AFFNAN(20)
18th-MOKSHA(20)
19th-LALA(21),LIZA(20),WANI(20)
20th-DORM-ME(20),ZAFIRAH(20)
21st-
22nd-ZAC(20),SHIELA(20)
23rd-HAFIZ IS(19)
24th-FAWWAZ(20)
25th-ZATA(20)
26th-NAIM(20)
27th-IJAI(21),KUZEK(20)
28th-ANUM(20)
29th-HANI(13),SHIMA(20)
30th-
31st-SUE(20)
for those who are not mention, sorry...but just tell me cz i can edit it later..just sometimes i forget to include ur name..sometimes it slips my mind too..sowi 4 everything...and happy birthday to all...especially for myself..heheheh
1st-FARIZ (23)
2nd-
3rd-ZEETY(20)
4th-
5th-KAK ANA(24)
6th-
7th-RAIHAN(10),CHE ARAH(20)
8th-
9th-
10th-
11th-HUSNA CHEM(20)
12th-NAE(48)
13th-ME(20),HAKIM(20)
14th-AIZAT(20)
15th-FANA(20),FIZI(24)
16th-NADIAH(20)
17th-NED(20),ARIFF(20),AFFNAN(20)
18th-MOKSHA(20)
19th-LALA(21),LIZA(20),WANI(20)
20th-DORM-ME(20),ZAFIRAH(20)
21st-
22nd-ZAC(20),SHIELA(20)
23rd-HAFIZ IS(19)
24th-FAWWAZ(20)
25th-ZATA(20)
26th-NAIM(20)
27th-IJAI(21),KUZEK(20)
28th-ANUM(20)
29th-HANI(13),SHIMA(20)
30th-
31st-SUE(20)
for those who are not mention, sorry...but just tell me cz i can edit it later..just sometimes i forget to include ur name..sometimes it slips my mind too..sowi 4 everything...and happy birthday to all...especially for myself..heheheh
Tuesday, 9 May 2006
wut a weekend..fuf!!
after struggling wit all my pojeks+tests..at last i get to go back home b4 the finals..dis sem i guess the crazies sem eva..really mean it cz even the last days of the lecture week..i still got presentation and tests..to be precise 3 PRESENATION and 1 TEST..hahaha and 2days of sleepless nite..me+ned+raje gelak pepg buta just to make us forget about our beds..huhuh and dat friday evening..my room is dark as if it was nite bcz me+raje sleep without anything can stop us..hahaha really we just eat only after the presentation then straight on our own bed..at 1 o'clock, i woke up and i really forcing myself not to sleep bcz bali want to go back after subuh..i know if i sleep, i wont wake up at that time..it's juz so tiring..huhuhu but after 5am,i just couldn't help it..i sleep wit the hp..huhuh lucky me, i realize bali's msg..huhuh and i had asked zac 2 sit in front bcz i wanna 2 sleep at back..from utp until tapah R&R, i'm sleep like a dead person..
back in kl..bali drop us at duta bas station..i took a taxi back home..my mom was shock bcz she's expecting me to be back at 2..later i asked nadiah to go to PWTC but she's juz came back from UM..hurm i just hang around the house and i sleep again[mostly i just sleep in da hse =)]..huhuh dat evening my dad learn how to bake and bakes some breads for us..we end up at uncle syed's house bcz papa said uncle syed(his befren) buhsan duk kt umh..and he and his besfren plan to hav a bbq every weekend just to kill their time together..for their wives(which include mama) agreed bcz papa will not play any golf and yet spending the time with the family too..hahaha
on sunday OU wit nadiah..gossiping and having a good time wit her..yela lame gler xjumpe one of my beshfren..heheh like i know her for ages..to be exact is almost 12years..huhuhu..and just walking around OU like a mad person..hahahah evening when to chik's house bcz raihan besday..happy besday raihan..u are 10 dis year..huhuhu along way to go..dat nite spend my times wit hanna and hannis..watch some muvies and gaduh2..hahah
monday came at last..huhu i just dont wanna go back to perak..when back to perak wit kak ana..hurmm mama send to the lrt and from there, not under parental guidances no more..heheh naughty2 me..at pudu, me+kak ana decided to take the bas at 7pm...like we when to klcc while waiting for the bas...kak ana bought handbag+sandles+wallet..me??just burger kings and some stuff from guardian and it only cost less then rm30..huhu kak ana did blanje me coffee beans..yurp 4 our besday treat..hehe idop taurus..hehehe then we nearly miss our bas..
in da bus, something stupid happen..not me, but to kak ana...well i promise not to talk about dis..but 4 da clue, no one will not do this thing to themselves..exclude kak ana, because she HAVE done this thing in her life..hahah...totally a top secret..heheh but i couldn't believe i'm witness it..hahahahah wut an adventure..heheh..later dat nite i meet my rumet...sowi met i could b wit u the weekend but i think u hav a great day per wit magh...thanked god..hahah update some news with her..well, we are acting like 2 girls with a lot of gossips to talk about..hahahah...
dat is basically wut i been doing all weekend...and today i haven't start studying..cammon hazirah..exm is less that a week..huhuhu today just update myself wit ANTM and a few muvi..juz to make my life more intereting..yeah rite hazirah...heheh..well need to organized back my life properly..hahah..where is my diary anyway..hurmm do i own a diary??NOT...hahah..chiow u guys
back in kl..bali drop us at duta bas station..i took a taxi back home..my mom was shock bcz she's expecting me to be back at 2..later i asked nadiah to go to PWTC but she's juz came back from UM..hurm i just hang around the house and i sleep again[mostly i just sleep in da hse =)]..huhuh dat evening my dad learn how to bake and bakes some breads for us..we end up at uncle syed's house bcz papa said uncle syed(his befren) buhsan duk kt umh..and he and his besfren plan to hav a bbq every weekend just to kill their time together..for their wives(which include mama) agreed bcz papa will not play any golf and yet spending the time with the family too..hahaha
on sunday OU wit nadiah..gossiping and having a good time wit her..yela lame gler xjumpe one of my beshfren..heheh like i know her for ages..to be exact is almost 12years..huhuhu..and just walking around OU like a mad person..hahahah evening when to chik's house bcz raihan besday..happy besday raihan..u are 10 dis year..huhuhu along way to go..dat nite spend my times wit hanna and hannis..watch some muvies and gaduh2..hahah
monday came at last..huhu i just dont wanna go back to perak..when back to perak wit kak ana..hurmm mama send to the lrt and from there, not under parental guidances no more..heheh naughty2 me..at pudu, me+kak ana decided to take the bas at 7pm...like we when to klcc while waiting for the bas...kak ana bought handbag+sandles+wallet..me??just burger kings and some stuff from guardian and it only cost less then rm30..huhu kak ana did blanje me coffee beans..yurp 4 our besday treat..hehe idop taurus..hehehe then we nearly miss our bas..
in da bus, something stupid happen..not me, but to kak ana...well i promise not to talk about dis..but 4 da clue, no one will not do this thing to themselves..exclude kak ana, because she HAVE done this thing in her life..hahah...totally a top secret..heheh but i couldn't believe i'm witness it..hahahahah wut an adventure..heheh..later dat nite i meet my rumet...sowi met i could b wit u the weekend but i think u hav a great day per wit magh...thanked god..hahah update some news with her..well, we are acting like 2 girls with a lot of gossips to talk about..hahahah...
dat is basically wut i been doing all weekend...and today i haven't start studying..cammon hazirah..exm is less that a week..huhuhu today just update myself wit ANTM and a few muvi..juz to make my life more intereting..yeah rite hazirah...heheh..well need to organized back my life properly..hahah..where is my diary anyway..hurmm do i own a diary??NOT...hahah..chiow u guys
Tuesday, 25 April 2006
my besday!!
Your Birthdate: May 13 |
 You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge. While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator. Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down. You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way. Your strength: You always get the job done Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault Your power color: Gray Your power symbol: Checkmark Your power month: April |
Sunday, 23 April 2006
a moment to remember #mekar
the chicken 
dak2 pompuan mekar
cover album for the boys "mekar always"
all for one, one for all
last wednesday is a public holz 4 perak..
yurp and the mekarians holds a bbq at old V5..
ok this is handle by abrak and gang..
actually i dont know anything about the bbq until they asked 4 the money..
i love gathering with my kosmet bcz i think they r cool..
heheheheh and i do enjoy myself dat nite..
a moment to remember..
but yg xbes nyer rmai gak xdtg bcz hurmm dak2 dge ader test sok(thurs)..
but ader yg lepak je psl test tuh..cthnyer my umet..
huhumy umet and zac mmg lepak abes ler..just enjoy their life..
idop tidak perlu gusar..
hope later smua ader la and besh biler kumpul rmai2 and enjoy..
the food was delicious..suppose kene bakar ayam sendiri..
but ader yg rajin tlg masak..thanx guys..huhuh
and thanx 2 yoi cz the puding,ikan bakar+air asam(sedap2)..
aper lagik yeks.thanx to all ler.. ^_^
Tuesday, 18 April 2006
LUCKY DAY
rite now i'm in OOP class..i know i must be concentrating on the programming..but i just couldn't help it..i'm bored dats the truth..like now,we r developing a prog dat contains button & a few frame..wut the heck...lets forget about it 4 a while..my rumet is feeling LUCKY today..y??bcz her crush asked her to go to class together..indirect i guess??i dont how, i forget how her story..hehehe sowi met..not paying a full attention on ur story..hehhe me too feeling lucky today too...4 so long, i have come to all of my class early..ssh nk tgk me dtg class awl..huhuhu actually if i didnt meet aizat on da way, i will be very late..but as i said juz now,today is a lucky day...hahah and u will see my met in a very hepi mood, and smile all day long(i hope =P)
another 40minutes and the day had finished..HCI lab cancel(thanked god)and today i'm very sleepy..tired cz i sleep late last nite(serve me rite hahah)...and rite now i'm damn hungry..after dis straight to v3 and have my lunch..yum yum..rite stop messy around and study..ok i think i must continue with the lab(i think??)just need to understand more to actually write a good prog..hahah..
Monday, 17 April 2006
about me..myself
i get dis from izza hadi's blog...i'm bored rite now so juz doing dis to spend my free time~~
Appearance
I am shorter than 5'4". i'm juz short but cute
I think I'm ugly sometimes. very true
I have many scars. i got 1 on my elbow and many on my legs
I tan easily. juz spending 1/2 an hour,and i'm dark
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces. i wore it for 3 years..damn long
I wear glasses (at night) everytime..but not while sleeping
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
I've sworn at my parents.
I've run away from home.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together. forever and ever
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday. who dont want those adorable kids
I've had children.
I've lost a child.
School/Work
I'm in school. university to be precise
I have a job.
I've fallen asleep at work/school. hahah alot..if the lecture is boring!!
I almost always do my homework. last minute work..if i remember
I've missed a week or more of school. when form2--i when to mekah wit my family
I've been on the Honor Roll.
Within the last 2 years I failed more than 1 class.
I've stolen something from my job.
I've been fired.
I've skipped school.
Embarrassment
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've peed from laughing. hahah dulu2 ler kot
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried. always
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. once upon atime..pernah ler
I've had my pants rip in public.
Traveli
I've driven over 200 miles in one day. alor star till tapah
I've been on a plane. when i'm in mrsm
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Mexico.
I've been to Las Vegas.
I've been to Japan.
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
Experiences
I've gotten lost in my city. got lost wit chuna
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas. in the nite, to go to 7e
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. when i'm bored
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've been an abuse victim.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle. when i'm small
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play. form 4..we got 2nd place
I've met someone in person from the internet. long story
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone. hahahaha
I've ridden in a taxi. when i met my fren in kl
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.
I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship. with someone i love to talk wit
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I've had someone cheat on me.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now. him **wink**wink**
I have a fear of commitment.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've cheated in a relationship.
I've gotten divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I've had a crush on a teacher. xigt le name cikgu tuh
I love to flirt.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've hugged a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
I am a terrible liar.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am. hurmm guilty me
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game. i juz wat 2 win
I've cheated on a test. ahah wit raje+zac+ned
I've run a red light. many time..i'm in the rush..hahah
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol
I've consumed alcohol.
I regularly drink.
I've passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I've smoked weed.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I'm a stoner.
I've snorted cocaine.
I've eaten shrooms.
I've popped E..
I've done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I'm anorexic or bulimic.
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
I'm addicted to self harm.
I've woken up crying. had a really bad dream
I've cried myself to sleep. had an argument wit my momma
I see a therapist.
Death and Suicide
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've attempted suicide.
I've written a eulogy for myself
Materialism
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. do handbags count?
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books. fana yg ajar.. sowi my fren
I own something from The Gap.momma bought it 4 me
I own something I got on e-bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.
Political/Social Attitudes
In general, I don't like people.
I'm a feminist.
I'm outgoing.
I listen to political music.
I'm Democratic.
I'm Republican.
I'm liberal.
I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
I am for Bush.
I'm religious.
I dress fairly modestly.
My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
Random
I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news. sometimes
I don't kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower. usually when i'm hepi
I am a morning person. used to be one..now if i have klaz in da morning
I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I have "x"s in my screen name.
I love being neat.
I love Spam.
I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. white+blue
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly. when i'm at home--mcD always
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish. very da sensitive
I love white chocolate. choc maniac
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces. "eh eh..mcm prnh nmpk ler dier tuh"
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates. besday..important dates
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
Appearance
I am shorter than 5'4". i'm juz short but cute
I think I'm ugly sometimes. very true
I have many scars. i got 1 on my elbow and many on my legs
I tan easily. juz spending 1/2 an hour,and i'm dark
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces. i wore it for 3 years..damn long
I wear glasses (at night) everytime..but not while sleeping
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
I've sworn at my parents.
I've run away from home.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together. forever and ever
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday. who dont want those adorable kids
I've had children.
I've lost a child.
School/Work
I'm in school. university to be precise
I have a job.
I've fallen asleep at work/school. hahah alot..if the lecture is boring!!
I almost always do my homework. last minute work..if i remember
I've missed a week or more of school. when form2--i when to mekah wit my family
I've been on the Honor Roll.
Within the last 2 years I failed more than 1 class.
I've stolen something from my job.
I've been fired.
I've skipped school.
Embarrassment
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've peed from laughing. hahah dulu2 ler kot
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried. always
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. once upon atime..pernah ler
I've had my pants rip in public.
Traveli
I've driven over 200 miles in one day. alor star till tapah
I've been on a plane. when i'm in mrsm
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Mexico.
I've been to Las Vegas.
I've been to Japan.
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
Experiences
I've gotten lost in my city. got lost wit chuna
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas. in the nite, to go to 7e
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. when i'm bored
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've been an abuse victim.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle. when i'm small
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play. form 4..we got 2nd place
I've met someone in person from the internet. long story
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone. hahahaha
I've ridden in a taxi. when i met my fren in kl
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.
I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship. with someone i love to talk wit
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I've had someone cheat on me.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now. him **wink**wink**
I have a fear of commitment.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've cheated in a relationship.
I've gotten divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I've had a crush on a teacher. xigt le name cikgu tuh
I love to flirt.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've hugged a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
I am a terrible liar.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am. hurmm guilty me
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game. i juz wat 2 win
I've cheated on a test. ahah wit raje+zac+ned
I've run a red light. many time..i'm in the rush..hahah
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol
I've consumed alcohol.
I regularly drink.
I've passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I've smoked weed.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I'm a stoner.
I've snorted cocaine.
I've eaten shrooms.
I've popped E..
I've done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I'm anorexic or bulimic.
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
I'm addicted to self harm.
I've woken up crying. had a really bad dream
I've cried myself to sleep. had an argument wit my momma
I see a therapist.
Death and Suicide
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've attempted suicide.
I've written a eulogy for myself
Materialism
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. do handbags count?
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books. fana yg ajar.. sowi my fren
I own something from The Gap.momma bought it 4 me
I own something I got on e-bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.
Political/Social Attitudes
In general, I don't like people.
I'm a feminist.
I'm outgoing.
I listen to political music.
I'm Democratic.
I'm Republican.
I'm liberal.
I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
I am for Bush.
I'm religious.
I dress fairly modestly.
My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
Random
I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news. sometimes
I don't kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower. usually when i'm hepi
I am a morning person. used to be one..now if i have klaz in da morning
I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I have "x"s in my screen name.
I love being neat.
I love Spam.
I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. white+blue
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly. when i'm at home--mcD always
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish. very da sensitive
I love white chocolate. choc maniac
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces. "eh eh..mcm prnh nmpk ler dier tuh"
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates. besday..important dates
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
Saturday, 15 April 2006
movie maniac am i
semalam g ipoh too hav fun..yela half a day at ipoh..wut a day..ppl said kalu arini kiter hepi2,maybe sok2 kiter akn rase sdh..how true is dat i really dont know..but i guess today i'm alittle bit moody..smua bende salah..yurp and i tired to feel dis way the whole day..i woke up late..around 1pm i woke up and i found my right arm bruised..how it happen i even dont know...penat sgt sampai xsdar whut happen to my arm..biar la..back to our main topic..muvi marathon again and dis time is 4 muvi...pecah rekod tol ler.. o
GUBRA - 1.35pm
after the show finihed, the 1st word came out in my mind is "TAK PAHAM". i know fana told me many times, i should read between the lines but still i could not make any conclusion through the muvi..even the last scene pon make me even more confuis...so fana u need to tell me wut really happen..but i love the muvi bcz every1 is so sweet..adlin to make a sweet husband to orkid..bak kate ieyza, dier nk kawen wit him cz he is sooo caring+loving..hhahah hope so he is the same in really life..and yet..i dont see any connection between orkid and her family & temah,mas,kiah and all...where are they connected...still dont have a clue...but paper pon suami mas tuh besh ler..dh ler kuat agama and he is so caring towards his wife..i like it...
LUCKY NUMBER SELVIN - 5.00pm
dis muvi is the besh among all dat i have seen yesterday...josh hartnert is very good looking...at 1st i think his innocent but hell no..he's the killer..well his past make him dat way..well i think i will acted the same if i know the truth too...hehheheh but i love dis kind of muvi..intelligent crime..dat will confius the audience minds...besh2..really i think smith is good at heart..he could not pull a triger on an innocent child...wowee and lucy....hurm at 1st i dont know wut about her apperance in the muvi..maybe as josh lover..ok dat we can consider..hahahah
WHEN A STRANGER CALLS - 9.20pm
hurmmm..wut now i have to say...sekejap je part phyco tuh..yg laen cume suspen je..but hey u guys out there..it start wit a prank calls by her friends and turn out to be some pyhco trying to kill young women..huuhuh part paling cuak is when the police called and tell her the phyco man is in the house...wut the f**k..mmg xcuak la kot..sgt scary ler dat time..imagine org yg kaco ko tuh ader dlm umh..ptt ler dier tau je ko ngh wat per...i really really really like dat house..sooooo nice and cozzy...besh2 but sgt jauh from others la..if i'm going to babysit sumone, i wont accept somewhere far from town...and the interior was nice..and the lamps work automatically..if u are at that room,it will automatically lit up..sgt bes..but i i'm alone, i prefer the house "terang-bederang"..hahah
ULTRAVIOLET - 11.20pm
i sleep in the cinema..yeah true and i'm proud of it...penat ler..lgpon the film is too unreal..sgt ler computerize..huhuhuh actually i couldnt blame the muvi..i'm tired n need some rest..i only miss the part where she had been killed..when i wokeup her friend hav save her,hurm i guess...but overall is ok..even i have skip some parts, i still can understand the story...not like gubra until now i dont have an idea yet...
so the days end when i arrive back in utp at 2.30am..huhuhu before dat, there hav been a roadblock and i have been stoped by the police...mmg cuak le but slmt xder pape..he just ask where i want to go and asked whut is in the plastic bags..ned answer it..she say "alaa kami baru balik dr shopping le" eheh wut an experiance..when i came back,i found out my rumet is out to play basket...few minutes later dier pon blk..and we hen to sleep...hehe sgt ler hepi ending
GUBRA - 1.35pm
after the show finihed, the 1st word came out in my mind is "TAK PAHAM". i know fana told me many times, i should read between the lines but still i could not make any conclusion through the muvi..even the last scene pon make me even more confuis...so fana u need to tell me wut really happen..but i love the muvi bcz every1 is so sweet..adlin to make a sweet husband to orkid..bak kate ieyza, dier nk kawen wit him cz he is sooo caring+loving..hhahah hope so he is the same in really life..and yet..i dont see any connection between orkid and her family & temah,mas,kiah and all...where are they connected...still dont have a clue...but paper pon suami mas tuh besh ler..dh ler kuat agama and he is so caring towards his wife..i like it...
LUCKY NUMBER SELVIN - 5.00pm
dis muvi is the besh among all dat i have seen yesterday...josh hartnert is very good looking...at 1st i think his innocent but hell no..he's the killer..well his past make him dat way..well i think i will acted the same if i know the truth too...hehheheh but i love dis kind of muvi..intelligent crime..dat will confius the audience minds...besh2..really i think smith is good at heart..he could not pull a triger on an innocent child...wowee and lucy....hurm at 1st i dont know wut about her apperance in the muvi..maybe as josh lover..ok dat we can consider..hahahah
WHEN A STRANGER CALLS - 9.20pm
hurmmm..wut now i have to say...sekejap je part phyco tuh..yg laen cume suspen je..but hey u guys out there..it start wit a prank calls by her friends and turn out to be some pyhco trying to kill young women..huuhuh part paling cuak is when the police called and tell her the phyco man is in the house...wut the f**k..mmg xcuak la kot..sgt scary ler dat time..imagine org yg kaco ko tuh ader dlm umh..ptt ler dier tau je ko ngh wat per...i really really really like dat house..sooooo nice and cozzy...besh2 but sgt jauh from others la..if i'm going to babysit sumone, i wont accept somewhere far from town...and the interior was nice..and the lamps work automatically..if u are at that room,it will automatically lit up..sgt bes..but i i'm alone, i prefer the house "terang-bederang"..hahah
ULTRAVIOLET - 11.20pm
i sleep in the cinema..yeah true and i'm proud of it...penat ler..lgpon the film is too unreal..sgt ler computerize..huhuhuh actually i couldnt blame the muvi..i'm tired n need some rest..i only miss the part where she had been killed..when i wokeup her friend hav save her,hurm i guess...but overall is ok..even i have skip some parts, i still can understand the story...not like gubra until now i dont have an idea yet...
so the days end when i arrive back in utp at 2.30am..huhuhu before dat, there hav been a roadblock and i have been stoped by the police...mmg cuak le but slmt xder pape..he just ask where i want to go and asked whut is in the plastic bags..ned answer it..she say "alaa kami baru balik dr shopping le" eheh wut an experiance..when i came back,i found out my rumet is out to play basket...few minutes later dier pon blk..and we hen to sleep...hehe sgt ler hepi ending
Saturday, 8 April 2006
MAKK dinner
makk dinner
-060406-
-shuen hotel, ipoh-
-8.45pm - 12.00 mn-
-theme:urban retro-
-shuen hotel, ipoh-
-8.45pm - 12.00 mn-
-theme:urban retro-
dis is my 1st time..
besh but quite boring..
i think my dress is not retro at all...
but mmg ramai org bergaya ler that nite..
but yg pelik pon byk gak..huhuhu
the food is ok cume the amount je kot
desert xyh ckp ler..only can feed 3person je..
the ochestra was nice..
but other performance can be improve..
and my rumet won 4 the best female in v5..ahahah wut a nite..
just enjoying urself but after VIPs r gone, the party started..
OAG was great..
eventhough i really dont listen 2 their song but i do hav fun..
jumping around wit my fren..
here's some pic dat hav been taken a nite long..
thanx to mag cz lending me her cam..
my cam mcm benggong je.. it need 2 b service..lol ^_^
oag i guess
their performance was the boom
smile
me+seema during the "mini concert"
our table --> smua muke sengal je
our invatation -mine&raje nyer
Monday, 3 April 2006
moviethon!!
like today my klaz finished at 10am..
yurp 10 in the morning..
supposely we do hav lab at 3pm but it had been cancel..
hahah so wut we do 2 fill up my time??
ipoh i guess...zac wants 2 do sum shopping...
me,raje,ned juz watch sum muvies..
1st round
::dont open your eyes::
-we decided to watch dis muvi bcz...i dont know y..
-in the cinema, we juz found out is in chinese..
-a ghost story in fact..hahaha
-kinda of funny dat story although
-is about a cop(very "penakut")dat can see ghost..eventually he has shot a criminal the day b4 dat..so dat person wants revenge...but seyesly not dat scary..my rumet can handle it,so do u..
2nd round
::ice age 2::
-very da funny
-sepanjang maser ketawa jer..HAHAHAHAHA
-nice n tumbs up..
-lift my mood & every1 laugh...
-diego n sid are totally cute+really a good buddy..
yurp 10 in the morning..
supposely we do hav lab at 3pm but it had been cancel..
hahah so wut we do 2 fill up my time??
ipoh i guess...zac wants 2 do sum shopping...
me,raje,ned juz watch sum muvies..
1st round
::dont open your eyes::
-we decided to watch dis muvi bcz...i dont know y..
-in the cinema, we juz found out is in chinese..
-a ghost story in fact..hahaha
-kinda of funny dat story although
-is about a cop(very "penakut")dat can see ghost..eventually he has shot a criminal the day b4 dat..so dat person wants revenge...but seyesly not dat scary..my rumet can handle it,so do u..
2nd round
::ice age 2::
-very da funny
-sepanjang maser ketawa jer..HAHAHAHAHA
-nice n tumbs up..
-lift my mood & every1 laugh...
-diego n sid are totally cute+really a good buddy..
Sunday, 2 April 2006
recently events
recently many things happen..
aliah kene denggi..
she had been sick for 3-4 days..
then i went back home..
xperasan laks dier blk on sunday..
on mon she's been wadded at ampang puteri..
cuak gak ler..
but kesian kat ad..
she's been worried sick about aliah sampai demam..
about the denggi, there's been fogging aroud utp..
mostly kat v5 ler..
our area especially our hse smells liked redsect dah..hahah
and last mon jugak,hisham a.k.a my bro dpt mrsm muadzam..
at 1st he's so accited sgt..
but then,later he called mama saying dat he wanna go back..
wut ler..he said he cannot study wit all the noise..
hisham u kene pepandai ler idop..
u cannot depends on mama+papa je..
hurmmm mama said he cannot make frens even wit his classmate..
so on sat, mama visit him wit papa..(baru brape ari tinggalkn dier tuh)
juz 2 comfort him..
i talked 2 him jugak ler..but then he emo wit me..
yeah emo cz i called names 2 him..hahaha
yeah da whole week mama called me juz 2 ask how i live when i'm in mrsm..
wuteva hisham..u made me feels ashame wit my fren..
but i hope u make a wise decission later..
paper pon i support u dlm diam..hahahahahahahaha
gudluk2 wit ur life hisham....
aliah kene denggi..
she had been sick for 3-4 days..
then i went back home..
xperasan laks dier blk on sunday..
on mon she's been wadded at ampang puteri..
cuak gak ler..
but kesian kat ad..
she's been worried sick about aliah sampai demam..
about the denggi, there's been fogging aroud utp..
mostly kat v5 ler..
our area especially our hse smells liked redsect dah..hahah
and last mon jugak,hisham a.k.a my bro dpt mrsm muadzam..
at 1st he's so accited sgt..
but then,later he called mama saying dat he wanna go back..
wut ler..he said he cannot study wit all the noise..
hisham u kene pepandai ler idop..
u cannot depends on mama+papa je..
hurmmm mama said he cannot make frens even wit his classmate..
so on sat, mama visit him wit papa..(baru brape ari tinggalkn dier tuh)
juz 2 comfort him..
i talked 2 him jugak ler..but then he emo wit me..
yeah emo cz i called names 2 him..hahaha
yeah da whole week mama called me juz 2 ask how i live when i'm in mrsm..
wuteva hisham..u made me feels ashame wit my fren..
but i hope u make a wise decission later..
paper pon i support u dlm diam..hahahahahahahaha
gudluk2 wit ur life hisham....
shopping spree
arini(1st april) g shoppin...
wit zac,umet, ned,lin..
very da tired..
search 4 a dress wit raje a.k.a umet..
ssh btol nk cari baju minah nih..
rase nk putus ngt kaki nih..lenguh ya amat..(avegerate tol le)
but as usual me byk hangout wit ned..
name pon so-called-partner..
g klaz pon together2..
hurm wut to do..maybe dh biase kot..
end up i bought a new bag(i'm a bag freak,i tell u),
anna sui perfume, undies,spagetthi and a box(buy 1 get 1 free)
later i will post sum pics of it..
but i still got things 2 but..
shoes,sandals,books,perfume(again??)a new hp(i thought next year)..
wut else..i guess the list never end..
woman cant never run from shopping...
wit zac,umet, ned,lin..
very da tired..
search 4 a dress wit raje a.k.a umet..
ssh btol nk cari baju minah nih..
rase nk putus ngt kaki nih..lenguh ya amat..(avegerate tol le)
but as usual me byk hangout wit ned..
name pon so-called-partner..
g klaz pon together2..
hurm wut to do..maybe dh biase kot..
end up i bought a new bag(i'm a bag freak,i tell u),
anna sui perfume, undies,spagetthi and a box(buy 1 get 1 free)
later i will post sum pics of it..
but i still got things 2 but..
shoes,sandals,books,perfume(again??)a new hp(i thought next year)..
wut else..i guess the list never end..
woman cant never run from shopping...
Sunday, 26 March 2006
M! The Opera
JANGANLAH STRESS!
ITS ONLY A DRESS!!
today i went to istana budaya wit nizam n mock
as usual nizam is my driver..HAHAHA
fana, izza, wani pon ader gak ler..
fana is da one who is responsible on me going there...
quite ok 4 a first timer like me.. hahaha
but fana said pgl is way much better...
well i never got time to watch it last time...
nevermind this is my 1st time g istana budaya..
and i'll make sure there will be next time..
4 student the ticket only rm31.50 duduk kat grand stand lagik..but agak tepi gak lerr
after that, guess who i met..
familiar faces...student UTP!!
wut!! i wander how can they be in kl..
mereka ponteng mcm me ker??
hurmm then i get the answer..
they got free ticket but only paid 4 the bus..
next time i must be alert wit this thing around UTP..
hahahahhaha.. here's some pictures!!
p/s: sempat tgkp gmbr ngn paula malai ali n khir rahman
--- M! The Opera ---
Tuesday, 21 March 2006
Tuesday, 7 March 2006
holiday season
dis coming friday i'm goin back to kl..
like wut less then 24 hours..
i'm back on da road..
heading where???alor star i guess..
but hopefully my dad take his own time to reach there...
is quite tiring sitting in a moving car...
but is also very comfortable sleeping in it...
wit the aircorn & the quietness(if my bro+sis are a sleep)
i hav a test on friday..
rite after it, is go back time...
make sure i pack everything...
if not trouble 4 me...
hurmmm every school break, my parents will go on a vacation...
and my holz is ON skool break....
wut a coincident..
hahaha to izzahadi i'm goin to lgkw soon...
long time i haven't been there...
but ili won't be there..hope dina ade..
at least i got a fren..if not maen ngn dak kecik la nmpknyer..
hurmmm dat's all 4 now i guess..
later days~~~
p/s: no shopping 4 me dis holidays...
like wut less then 24 hours..
i'm back on da road..
heading where???alor star i guess..
but hopefully my dad take his own time to reach there...
is quite tiring sitting in a moving car...
but is also very comfortable sleeping in it...
wit the aircorn & the quietness(if my bro+sis are a sleep)
i hav a test on friday..
rite after it, is go back time...
make sure i pack everything...
if not trouble 4 me...
hurmmm every school break, my parents will go on a vacation...
and my holz is ON skool break....
wut a coincident..
hahaha to izzahadi i'm goin to lgkw soon...
long time i haven't been there...
but ili won't be there..hope dina ade..
at least i got a fren..if not maen ngn dak kecik la nmpknyer..
hurmmm dat's all 4 now i guess..
later days~~~
p/s: no shopping 4 me dis holidays...
Saturday, 4 March 2006
wut a day
this weekend is juz so tiring...
how could i stand wit this pressures...
i mean the life being a student....
juz couldnt bear thinking of it...
full of asgmnt+also need to studies 4 test+exam..
lately, there r may work 2 be done..
yup, midsem break is juz around the corner..
langkawi here i come...
gonna buy lots of choc(yumyum)+maybe a pair of shoe+take alots of pic
quite fun to think of it..
but b4 dis, i so mad at my mom bcz i juz wanna stay back at home..
think back, it have been months since i sleep peacefully on my bed...
besides, i wanna 2 hangout wit my frenzzz...
hani+fana+nisa'+nadiah+najia+awi i misses dem so much..
i also missed the PGL musial theater...
waaaaaa i though i would see i but in my dreams...
later i will make sure i will catch 1 of the theater soon..
during semester break i guess...
also need to catch ochestra in philharmonic petronas later...
fana had watched more then once...
fana let's go there and u can do ur mission..haaahahahah
opss...i found out dat somebody i quite upset wit me...
juz bcz i didnt mention anything about him..
4 dat person(u know who u are)..totally missing u here...
dont be sad just bcz i didnt mention u...
but hey u still important to me...
thanx 4 being there 4 me...
and listen to all my probs....
heeheheheh dont be naughty2 over there...
how could i stand wit this pressures...
i mean the life being a student....
juz couldnt bear thinking of it...
full of asgmnt+also need to studies 4 test+exam..
lately, there r may work 2 be done..
yup, midsem break is juz around the corner..
langkawi here i come...
gonna buy lots of choc(yumyum)+maybe a pair of shoe+take alots of pic
quite fun to think of it..
but b4 dis, i so mad at my mom bcz i juz wanna stay back at home..
think back, it have been months since i sleep peacefully on my bed...
besides, i wanna 2 hangout wit my frenzzz...
hani+fana+nisa'+nadiah+najia+awi i misses dem so much..
i also missed the PGL musial theater...
waaaaaa i though i would see i but in my dreams...
later i will make sure i will catch 1 of the theater soon..
during semester break i guess...
also need to catch ochestra in philharmonic petronas later...
fana had watched more then once...
fana let's go there and u can do ur mission..haaahahahah
opss...i found out dat somebody i quite upset wit me...
juz bcz i didnt mention anything about him..
4 dat person(u know who u are)..totally missing u here...
dont be sad just bcz i didnt mention u...
but hey u still important to me...
thanx 4 being there 4 me...
and listen to all my probs....
heeheheheh dont be naughty2 over there...
Thursday, 2 March 2006
a new beginning for me
AL-FATIHAH to my late grandmother
yurp i know is been along time since my last entry..
like how should i say..
my comp is not in a good condition
i think dats the good reason to answer dat ques
since now, many thing had happen to me..
december 2005-supposely my family had a trip to lgkw..
but unfortunely my grandma=tok is sick...
so the trip has to postpone and during dat time most of my holiday i'm in Alor Star(AS)
GH AlorStar is my 2nd home back then..
tok is really sick and need to operate soon..
but b4 dat, the doc need to give her some vitamins..
bcz she is old (i think 81 or 82 years old) it is hard to giv her the medicine...
yurp..tok is kinda of pampered..she never stayed in the hospital b4..
juz imagine us(my aunts+granddaughters)takes turn to look after her..
never in my life, i had to stay there..
hurmm me afraid of the hospital bcz too many sick ppl..
january2006-new eve is celebrate in the hospital..
yet tok is still sick..the operate is success
but still tok had not realize dat she had been cut at the stomach..
kinda of funny bcz the doc juz stapler her tummy yet she couldnot feel the pain..
she eats wuts she desire..until 1day she realize it...
she stop eatting bcz she afraid that it might burst...hahahahah
1month at home-ppl think dat tok would be ok...
who expect dat a onth later, she had to be warded again..
this happened right after i meet her during CNY..
juz came back from AS, i need to go back wit amet...
but still is kinda of sad bcz i dont get the chance to met tok 4 the last time..
amet really really sad bcz last CNY he doesnot come back..
the last time amet met tok is during hari raye..along time..
most of da family are back in AS except kaklah(who is in UK)&mukhlis(who has test on dat day)
ijai arrive dat nite by flight....
it has been long time since sum1 in my family past away..
i juz can't imagine dis coming raye without tok....
20 years celebrate it wit her and now everything is juz memories..
next week-midsem break..
my family had the chance to go to lgkw..
it had been ages since the last time we went there..
after lgkw, we will spend ur time at tok's hse..
there will be "tahlil" for my grandma...and hope dat all of my family will be there..
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now lets talk about my life in UTP
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now lets talk about my life in UTP
ew had been deleted so maybe no more work to be done...
quite happy wit dat result bcz if not everything will be pending...
there are other things can do over here which is -- shopping,muvi, and opss STUDY
dis past few weeks...i had been a heattic....
DCN is still a prob bcz no suitable slot 4 it...hahahaha
HRM is intersting...
HCI???hurm no comment...
OOP need to brush-up on JAVA
OS...saipudnizam still teaching us dis sem...
SE..wut is software eng...
dat's all for this sem, but still the t/table is pack..
cz every subj have labs...only HRM is lab FREE...
dis evening--i juz finished my HRM test..
it is the 1st test 4 dis sem..
next week there wil b tonnes of tests..
so dat's means; fun less..study more
hope so cz i think i know myself better
wut else...twin asked me if i interested being a fasi 4 ict...
the event is on 25/26 march--i planned to go back HOME..
so let me think & asked my mom about it 1st..
if not, NO ict 4 me...
24mac-euphonues(i think i spell it correct)--battle of the band...
hurmmm convo CONVO convo --- is there any hope 4 me...
need to work+study hard dis sem..
my parents is alittle bit dissapointed by my proformance...
juz dont want dem to be sad bcz of me...
yet my dad did promise sumthing to me..
wanna know wut is it, juz hav to prove it to him 1st...
i think i had talk alot dis time round...hahahahha
juz updating the latest news...
sowi if i took ur time..didnt mean to but thanx...ahahahha
truely it come from the bottom of my heart...until the next entry..
hope i will updated dis blog frequently =)
