What A Discovery

last night
while i'm surfing the net
my aunt asked me how Facebook looked like
i showed her my FB but she wants to see one of my friend's profile instead
i opened my friends list and choose the first person on the top list
then she said, why i choose him.
i said cz he's the 1st in list
and she is just wanting to see the FB layout only
then she said she wants to choose herself
i let her do it

she felt happy because she got the power to choose herself
and considering my friends list, she scrol up and down
looking who are my friends
(i never let her navigate my profile before,
she is just too nosy sometimes..haha.)
then suddently she stop.
then she choose someone.
OMG i never thought that she will choose that profile because there are alot of others to look at.
hurm she said maybe that person is related to her somehow considering the name
and she said that he look like my cousin(mukhlis).hahaha.
she looked at the pictures and said she choose someone interesting
why interesting?bcz he is in a band and plays drum.haih
then she look at ALL the pics and asked does he knows me
or i just add him for no reason.
i said "hello,i know him la.he's my batch"
hopeless, but yet happy in the same time.

then on 1 pic, she said she know one of the guy in that pic.
someone nephew or a friend's son.
and she asked whether he is from penang.
i could not answer cz i dont know where is he from.
i just know that he played guitar and one of my friend used to have a crush on him.

at the end.
my aunt got tired with it and go down.
i surf for sometime, and go to sleep.
before sleeping, borak ngan ain xingat dunia.
anyway that is just an update from me.
just a lousy+hopeless update from myself.
haha.

How Could You Do This To ME

yes.
that is what is said from Hani to me.
i didn't buy her birthday present YET.
by the way hani.
HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY. SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR!

i know, but i guess i got 2 months before i meet her
so hani, dont worry.
i still got time to find the eltimate birthday present.
true?totally.
but what should i get u.
i have to crack my brain for finding that answer.

and ZAC, you are fond to make me wandering around.
that place is B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L!
could not wait to go.
please let this be real.
no more postpone on this.
and yes! u got me with REDANG but..
i'm glad u invit me to another place.
for me its HEAVEN.
mate, u must come. A-MUST-PLACE-TO-GO-MATE.
i'm yapping yapping around.
but now, i have something to look forward in the future.
yes.

1. MAGH BARCELLOTE + WEDDING CEREMONY
2. THE TRIP.
3. REDANG TRIP.
4. TRIP WITH HANI.
5. who is getting marry next year, put me on YOUR list.

(i guess i'm really really in a good mood. THANK YOU MIA@ZAC. MUuuaahhhhHH)

Last Weekend Outing

Venue:One Utama Shopping Centre & Cineleisure Mall
Time: Saturday (2.00-7.00pm)
Accompanied by: Hamizah Arshad

at last, i have an outting
i has been more than 2 weeks or more,
that i've stay back at home
laid on the bed and watch some series

but not last week,
hamizah asked me to go out with her
and i said YES
last i seen Mizah is during my open house and that's it
it has been so long since i've spent time with her
and we just chit-chatting and laugh at the whole time
Mizah oii, when i'm with u,
i turn out to be someone who laugh 24-hours
people around us do look to us like we are 2 crazy-retarted kids

and what i enjoy the most is at the Chocolate Lounge
i'm in Choc heaven and i share the joy-moments with u

here's the pic:

Queen of Rock&Roll

Plater of Mini Six

muke Mizah menahan utk makan itu katak

Prepare to walk from OU to The Curve

yurp we do walk from OU to Curve
and from Curve to my house
me and mizah felt guilty eating all the delicious+marvelous chocs
that we decided to walk(burn the calories)
naaa actually mizah wanted to take the taxi
but i said to her it is expensive and the road is jam
better walk and save money and enjoy the view

hahahahah and mizah
i think the choc experiance, my treat la dear
no need to pay back cz i guess i'm in rather a good mood
and i haven't treat u(school kid) since i start working
okay mizah?hope u enjoy my treat

How Scary Is That

yeah i been gossipping around the office
i know one story about one collegue of mine here
i've been told that this person is quite weird in certain ways
physically is one-of-a-kind-person my you
you will notice him/her without any doubt

i've heard that he/she had a temper problems
he/she once used a foul word and show punch(action) to other collegue
i never knew about it because he/she never been acting like wise
but it gets much worse when last time he/she has a bf/gf
they were together for 3years++
the partner broke up because cannot stand with the attitude of his/her
once broke up, you know what he/she did?
he/she calculate all the gifts and money that he/she has spend to the bf/gf
and the total amount is rm6xxx.xx. yes the cent is included
he/she even black-mail the person in getting back the money
he/she said that they had invest in the relationship but the investment failed
but they don't want to bear the consequences of it

man if i had that kind of person as a boyfriend
i sure had a bad time in living my life in the future
until now, the partner still own him rm5xx
i guess don't take things for granted
that's why i only asked people to buy me movie tickets or foods
coz i know i'll be able to pay them back if this thing happens
but i hope i will never involve with this type of person ever
not for a thousand years to come, NO!

Being Myself Again

i’m desperately wanting a friend(u heard this the whole months)
i guess after being around you guys for more than 4 years++
i didn't know how to make friends again

i guess living alone here make me, me again!
talk to anybody that is willing to talk
but just talking and accompanied me only

yes, u should approaciate friends more
and now, i’m happy to be friend with you and you and you

note: this is the negative effects, staying in boarding school+uni. you forget how to socialize with others and take things for granted.

Happy Birthday Ex-Room mate

the retarded of you

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to Syazwani~
happy birthday to you

met this year i cannot celebrate ur birthday face-to-face
the distance make it much harder to do so
no birthday present from me YET
what should i get for you this year
cake? -DONE-
penguin? -DONE-
birthday card? -DONE-
what else?the L-thingy..haha i dont know what is that

but anyhow, happy birthday
a year older but age just a number
u still u no matter what the number told u
i guess u a bit more matured than me..true?yes..
hahhaa
have a glorious day metto-tometo..hahah

pics of you that i steal from ur FB..hahah



p/s: met i have 1 pic for u later.xupload lagi the pics.birthday present for u from me

p/s/s: met, fadhil wish u "happy birthday" gak.he asked me to past his wish for u. (fadhil i'm jealous bcz u know what..aaaa!!!!!)

Super Junior

yes people
u could just ignore this post
or just laugh out loud
because i post this
just to make myself remembered later days
that i used to like/love this group so much

just like u guys last time to like BSB,4U2C,KRU,N-SYNC etc etc..
i never had that feeling before until now
i guess not too late for me though..hahahha


thanks "so much" ned in introducing them to me
i remembered the last sem when i'm in utp
i just feel bored because no more series to watch
and ned said watch "exploring human body"
and with my clueless face, ned let me watch in her lappy
i could remembered she laugh hilariously and i wonder why
i give it a try, then suddently i hook up with them
they are so funny, very funny(for me at least)

i guess with 13 members, there are alot of dramas going on
every person have different personality and charms too
they are just like a big kid, goofying around and act like one
then ned said, watch "full house" coz
that series make her know them a little bit more

hell yeah i watch it too
yurp i know them more watching it
at that time, my rumet always wonder why i'm laughing by myself
they even called me crazy
hahahahahaha

at time, is our exam(last exam!!yeay!!)
other housemate are playing cards like a nut person
they play cards till dawn
and they will hear me laughing the next room
they even asked me to join them
but i'm busying myself watching SuJu..hahaha

that's all
this is just a post for me to remember back my past later
i never like any singer/group before i met them
i guess they just make my days happy as always

Pathetic Me. I Know

i know zac and the others will say this a normal thing for me
but i dont know i just,boredsome make me desperately need a friend

i played bowling(AGAIN) yesterday
this time i played 2 games instead of one bloody game
i just think that i need more time on the lane
suddently the counter-person give me the middle lane
next to my lane, some workers are playing a few games

they look at me playing and makes me unconfortable
so basically my performance yesterday is the worst ever
i mean i could not even a strike
and i'm stuck with 1 pin
when i do manage to get a spare, they will cheer for me

for me,they play every day, so they have the technique
they play with a spin ball
but later one of them talked to me
ask me whether i'm still student
and yes i am a student..hahah but i'm doing my practical there
hahahaa and i have no friends,that's why i'm playing alone
he showed me a few tricks but said to me "kalu baling pon bola senget, xyah la nk spin2 bola,konfirm masuk longkang gak.hahaha"
than i said to him whateva la, i just want to know how he does it

then, he asked me to play bowling later
i mean if he's off-duty and i'm playing on that day
he said he knows how it feels to play alone and everyone is watching
i said, if the day comes,i'll think about it
because i'm okay playing alone by myself

and peeps,i know how pathetic am i
and met u can say whatever u want to say
saye redha aje~~

One Bad Day

i nearly late to office today
READ: NEARLY!!
i had to punch card at 8.30am or before that
then suddently, she wants to change her clothes.
like wth?
i'm late and she needs to change.
than, her car ran out of petrol
quick pit-stop at the oil station
not that quick either
she put full-tank and it is a mercedes
haih (my heart start beating faster already)

i had to run, like it is the end of my life
lucky me(that's the only luck today),
i managed to arrive excatly at 8.30am
no RED or penalty for today

than, my computer hang and slow
i'm not in the mood to have these slwoness in life just yet
then i read someone status
that status totally break-my-heart
ain knows it all, really heart-breaking

than the work flow never stop
it is early of the month
so the accounts need to close
during lunch, i've been left alone
than i felt on my ass and wet myself
half of my body are soaked with dirty water
and my hp somehow a bit damaged
the speaker is somehow broken somewhere(enough said)

than after lunch, my acc system give me problems
i don't know how, but my comp date is in year 2036
something went wrong somewhere
i had a breakdown for 30minutes
than helps from the HQ

than i could see the lights
cz the person who break my heart talk to me
i though they are ignoring me,
but maybe i just thinking everything negatively from start
thanks for reminding me that i need to think positive
and thanks for not laughing out loud with my incidents

i guess i could see a brighter light from the next path
everything is becoming much more better than just now
i hope that this light with enlighten me till the end
but people hoping but sometimes faith do happen to people
look at the country who have break from tradition
now people have change and their believe might change also


edit: i talk to soon. i guess i'm just in a bad luck mood/bad mood.what ever you guys. you can just discussed it and tell me the end results.i might follow the decision.(later i will cool down, but right now, forget it)

The Reality Hurts

//Attention: this will be quite a long post@emotional.bear with it//

yes it has been more than 3 months that i have left my student life
at first, i never thought it will be this hard to forget the past
i mean i will cherish every single moment together with THEM
student life is the best life ever
but i always wanted to get my own money and be more independent

yesterday, while walking in Jusco Seremban 2
i saw a group of people dining at kenny rogers
5 connecting tables and they look like college students
and i think they are course mates
suddenly, i miss my MEKARIANS+HOSMET+BEST-FRIENDS
i miss dining with them and chit-chatting with them
i miss spending time with them

MEKARIANS

HOSMET

BEST-FRIENDS

then i called ned
long time never have a decent conversation with her
last time every single day,i will talk to her,
eat and usha-ing people with her
miss the time spending together and laughing our hearts out

partner in crime:NED

the twins, not to forget them
yes they are in the list too
because they always spend time with me
especially the eldest sister(aliah)
shared mostly everything with her
but aliah sorry, i know i always tell u later
i guess i just want everything to be confirmed first
and adlina, the person who is there for me when aliah is not around
kehkehkeh but ad, u always different from aliah in everyway

clockwise:aliah+adlina+hazirah

not just the utpians i missed but i also miss hani and tiha
i never seen hani for almost 2 years already (or more)
hani, i think is about time for u to come back home
i miss u so much and i can't standing talking to you via YM or through phone calls
i just want to have pillow talks with u and giggling with u
i want to share my opinion and discuss certain matters like the old time
i remembered i always hanging around ur place, everyday to be exact
but i'm glad that u're always there for me
people said that we are two different people but we could get along very well
i guess the opposite do attract to one another. Right?

2nd on the left: that is hani.

tiha..tiha tiha tiha
i know she didn't read my blog but this year i miss to meet her
i guess we both are busy people at that time
never had the opportunity to meet her and i kind of disappointed a bit
but i guess i have to wait next year tho

Fatihah aka tiha

anyhow, the conclusion:
-i miss everyone which involved in my life
-i miss my "youth" period
-i miss hangout with the cool crowd
-i miss i miss (stop missing people already hazirah)

so chiow

p/s: hani..this is what i feel now. so i just wrote what is in my mind + heart. about work? later i post regrading on that. for now, i think that's enough

My Dream Wedding

1.How old are you?
22 years old and 6 months

2. Are you single?
Single but not available (ops same with Naj)

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
like i told abrak last sat, the latest will be 32. i know but my target is 26-29 years old

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
Insyaallah

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
I don't know. you tell me

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
i always dream to have a beach wedding. but considering the cost, i think better do at hall. home? to small to invite the relatives and friends. but i think i want to do a private wedding beach just for close family.

7. Your ideal motif?
what motif?

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
honeymoon?somewhere breath-taking...beaches(a MUST)..look at my budget than

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
families + friends(ttdi,mrsm,utp,work??) + parent's friends..who else? i guess more than 150 but i will keep it less than 300..can??

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
SIMPLE.

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
akad nikah je.no exchange vows

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
hurm..never think about that?i want an-elegant-country/english house cake

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
very simple place. but i think my parents will go for a hall or just..i dont know yet

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
at first i want at night but to think back, i would like to be in the morning

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
hurm.look at the weather forecast..haha i mean the air is not as cooling as in europe but just wait and see. beach wedding obviously outdoors. *wink*wink*

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?
in malay custom,there always have this grand entrance for the groom/bride. i guess just to make it simple. some announcement will do..

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
most of my songs, i put in my cousin's song lists already..hope she hates it so i can used for my own wedding..hahah

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
definitely a morning person. but back in student days i could be either because sometimes i sleep damn late or i woke up damn early (not during the class day..thank you..heheh)

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
SIMPLE remember

21. What age do you want to get married?
26-29 years old

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
someone who i can share everything. i can laugh with or i can be mad with. someone who can coop with me, cz i'm a bit childish, someone that is independent bcz i'm a person who is not very independent.someone who can stand doing crazy stuff with me and sometimes with my friends.except me the way i am.

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
up to the guest. there will be fork&spoon but i will also provide "teko" with water in it.

24. champagne or red wine?
sirap+oren

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
right after because u are still in the wedding mood

26. Money or household item?
household items but i dont want to open my pressie and see i have 5 toaster, 6 sets of jug+glass.if u could not find a suitable present or afraid someone might have bought that, just give me money or coupon vouchers for me to shop later.

27. Who will pay for the bills?
everyone shares. me+dad+mom??

28. Are you ready for married life?
i think NO. i guess i want to enjoy life more. but i guess when a person knows that tomorrow they will be a wife/husband, they will change 180 in one single night

29. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
of course.

30. Will u always be true to your wife/husband
i hope so. i mean i want to be loyal to one.

31. How many kids do u like?
hurm..2 pairs??

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
if can, everybody wants a new house. see how my financial statement at that time.

33. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
YES.

34. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
i want nasi tomato+ayam masak merah+the timun,nenas,bawang with cuka+daging masak kicap+gulai telur+tembikai(i promise nadiah)+honeydew+kuih pelita+seri muka+kuih talam+sirap yg di campur dgn oren sunquick..yumyum

35. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
pictures.some of it, yes.

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next???

1. RAJA SYAZWANI

2. azhani

3. husna

4. nurul ain

5. seema

6. hamizah

and i you feel like doing it. u may, i also want to the how your future wedding would be

Every Weekdays The Same Routine

From Monday till Friday
my routine is the same

7.30am - watch "Jim Says"

8.00am - rush to Office

8.30am - punch card

9.00am - update the system

9.30-1.00pm - call debtors, photocopy docs, phone calls, make bills, write cheques, etc etc etc

1.00-2.00pm - lunch break (my favourite time) + prayer

2.00-5.30pm - much more hectic than morning session, esspecially when end of the month, early of the month, and middle of the month. people from KL Off, Melacca Off, my boss will find me for money. man i hate being an accountant

5.31-6.30pm - surf around with internet, do more work (update the system), surveys (sucks 100x),or do anything that relevant with work or LIFE

night time: eat, watch tv(8.00-10.30 or later)most of the time channel 711(Astro), cook(once every week),wash dishes,play with cats,keep the cats back, go to sleep.

basically that's my routine every weekdays.
tired, insane you just name it.

by the way, last saturday meet abrak
have breakfast with him and his 2 little sisters
have a long updates(not that long)on recents news
i miss my friends back in uni life
man never talk to abrak that long
i mean before this we practically go out with other people
so the time spend together are much more less than last saturday
by the way, abrak congratulation and kalu ke mari lagi,
saya ambek kamu di kota damansara ek...
hahahaha