Pathetic Me. I Know

i know zac and the others will say this a normal thing for me
but i dont know i just,boredsome make me desperately need a friend

i played bowling(AGAIN) yesterday
this time i played 2 games instead of one bloody game
i just think that i need more time on the lane
suddently the counter-person give me the middle lane
next to my lane, some workers are playing a few games

they look at me playing and makes me unconfortable
so basically my performance yesterday is the worst ever
i mean i could not even a strike
and i'm stuck with 1 pin
when i do manage to get a spare, they will cheer for me

for me,they play every day, so they have the technique
they play with a spin ball
but later one of them talked to me
ask me whether i'm still student
and yes i am a student..hahah but i'm doing my practical there
hahahaa and i have no friends,that's why i'm playing alone
he showed me a few tricks but said to me "kalu baling pon bola senget, xyah la nk spin2 bola,konfirm masuk longkang gak.hahaha"
than i said to him whateva la, i just want to know how he does it

then, he asked me to play bowling later
i mean if he's off-duty and i'm playing on that day
he said he knows how it feels to play alone and everyone is watching
i said, if the day comes,i'll think about it
because i'm okay playing alone by myself

and peeps,i know how pathetic am i
and met u can say whatever u want to say
saye redha aje~~