Am I Living That Far?

that is the question.i just found out some info regarding on my friends

a. one of them have a new car (for several weeks already)

b. one of them is single (i dont know for how long already)

c. one of them is getting a car (i know about this a few weeks ago)

d. one of them is getting married (i heard sometimes ago)

e. one of them is going holiday trips.

f. one of them is finishing is her degree just a few weeks more

g. one of them is in taiping right now.

i think my list could be longer if i know each and everyone updates. i guess i'm the one who is not updated with the "real" world. i the person who is not connected with everyone. but i guess living in seremban make me feels far from everyone. i've used to talk to them or see them everyday. i guess i'm in my OWN world now.

my life is not as important, fun as before. everything is related to work. i could feel the joyness or freedom anymore. and it just wouldn't feel right. the one thing i love the most is watching movies. but now, all i could say that every movie in my list, i hardly see it or just no time for me to enjoy myself.

i which to have that life of mine again.but i know life is always forward not backwards. i have to deal with this life the soonest. not to worry everyone. everything is under control. (i hope so)